Love Note 10:56 am

Hey baby,
I know I just spoke with you but it seems I miss you already. Sitting here looking at your picture thinking how much I love you. Lately our days have been long and difficult but I still love you through it all. I'm on your team for life.
Just you and I
All these days.
I love you
Deborah

First Blog video

Love Is

I have a mental disease

And it's call LOVE

Not sure where it came from

Or how I got it

But I know it's here 

I embrace it.

I'm infected 

I accept it

I'm going to spread it

I'm going in live with it

I'm going to wear it daily

For the rest of my life

When I forget I have it

I have  too go know 

Further than the 

Mirror

I am the disease

I am love

Love is me

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

My Love is Cloudy

Shades of gray
Color my vision
I've created about
The feelings
Known as love
Not being enough
Appears be the only
Memory
Heart begging for
Wholeness
Dismissed by
Unspoken conversations
Without invite
To defend
All doubts
My pain
Covered
By sweet talks
And
I care
Trying to shake
These emotions
Of
Nothingness
That seems to
Ease between the
Cracks
Weaving and strangling
Me
Confused and unsure
Knowing not what to do
My love is cloudy
Even when
I love you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Life Is To Short

You don't need
Permission
Or
Approval
To live your life
Let yourself
Be free in you
Grow wings
And
Fly high above
The clouds
Don't forget to
Smile and wave
When you see
Me
I shall meet
You near
The stars


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

It's Three O'clock

It's three o'clock in the morning
And I am frighten
I am alone with my insecurities
Lingering around my head
You say you love me
But I'm alone
Wherever you go
I promise I will follow you
It's three o'clock in the morning
Where are you?
My mind is racing
With doubt and it's pacing
What is wrong with me?
Say something
I love you for the
Both of us
It's three o'clock in the moring
She amazing
I'm feeling crazy
I'm so gone
Loving you
Can you feel
My heart

Beating
It's three o'clock in the morning
And I'm thinking of you
I'm afraid
You've say it before
You love me too.
But I'm alone
It's three o'clock
And I can't see
I'm blind to my
Own pain
It's three o'clock in the morning
I'm still loving you
But I'm scare.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Good Morning

It's a beautiful day. I see your pretty face as you stand at the kitchen window.
My vision of you burns into my memory like tulips in springtime.
My heart says yes to you
My mind searches for ways to make sure you have any and all that you need emotionally.
I am limited to the fact I am human.
Yet I desire to give you all you should want and need.
This craving for you grows
I'm stuck in my addiction with you
Come save me
It's a beautiful day
To be
In love
Good morning

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
(c) 2014