In My Blood

In My Blood

You're in my blood.

I need a transfusion 

From this delusion

Of the fantasy

That shakes and rocks me

And gives me the chills

I need a pill

To cope with my lost hope

Of not having you near

I Can't see

I'm blinded by tears

As they hit the ground

Dizzy, confused 

Lost the love I found

Screaming quietly 

When no sound

You're in my blood

Rent free in my head

I'm cold and lonely

While I lay in the bed

And toss and turn 

My heart yearns 

It's on fire

And It burns

You're in my blood 

And you won't let go

I say yes 

You say no

Chained to your love

If you must know

You're in my blood 

Happy and free

You keep me hanging on

Hoping and wishing 

When the reality of it all

You're in my blood 

But you no longer want me

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker 

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I am thirsty with love
Rich in faith
Peaceful in thought
And alive enough to
Live it out loud

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

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January 17, 2015

You cut me open
For all the world to see
I bled in your hands
Oozed out your heart
Flushed from your soul
Is what I'm told
My heart begs to have you near
Through the emptiness and tears
You broke me in pieces
Between my Wrinkles and creases
My true love is gone
The war on love was lost
I wave my flag
Another sad song

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

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January 24, 2015

You still weigh heavy in my heart
Knowing I'm no longer your burden
Giving my emotional state a way to deny
What is the fantasy of reliving what was
Beautiful and bold
The truth has been told
Of  what can no longer be.
Yet
You still weigh heavy in my heart.
Your residue lingers in the ashes
Of the forest in my soul
While the smoke disappears through the
Clouds as the rain flushes memories of
Us crashing down the rainbow
You still weigh heavy in my thoughts
Long after the love has past
Still

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

You Make Me

You Make Me

Sing with the birds
Float like the clouds
Fly like an eagle
Shine like the sun
Goal like the moon
Stand tall as a mountain
Brave as a warrior
Sweet as candy
Smile like Venus
Truthful in emotions
Naked with my soul
Forget about painful yesterdays
Dream about tomorrows
Honest with my flaws
Want to hold hands
And give you warm kisses
Pillow talk for hours
With fantasies and wishes
All these things
You make me do
Or is it because
I simply love you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

A Stolen Moment

A Stolen Moment

I look for this time everyday 

Waiting

Waiting for you to appear

Then my day begins 

I just need to see your face

Waiting

No words to be spoken 

Just to look in your eyes

And I smile 

Waiting 

I feel anxious and nervous 

Waiting 

I check my wardrobe 

Redo my hair a thousand times 

Before you arrive

Waiting

A quick hello

And have a good day 

As we pass in the hall

Is all I can say

Waiting

For a stolen moment 

With you 

Grammar Love

Grammar Love 

My love 

is not a question 

It need no exclamation

My love

Doesn't need a quotation mark

I can see you for miles

Even in the dark

My love

Won't end with a period

Its worth more than gold

I'm serious 

My love

Can't do apostrophes

Not when it comes to you and me

My love

Makes moves pass the words 

And grammar

It warms you like summer 

In the middle of winter

My love

Last even after I'm gone

Like singing the words

Of a never ending love song

My love

Is not just a nouns or verbs

My love's a dictionary 

You've never heard 

My love

Is delicious 

My love's a sin

My love

Is forever

While I write 

With my pen

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker