Saturday, May 30, 2015

Expression of Love ( Love Letter)

May 31, 2015
8:19 pm

Love Letter
Expression of Love

Today I felt myself suffocating Without you
Every word you spoke
Seem to breathe life
Into my soul
Inhaling
I hold my breath
Waiting for you
Reaching for our
Next moment
Your laugh
The smile in your voice
I can't get enough
Insisting on more
My heart beats the rhythm
Of your desire
I find myself needing you
I'm stand overwhelming in love
I miss you as I write the letter
But
I will bring you in all the words
I write
You're the script is my life
You're the Paint in my color
The ink in my pen
I feel you in my every thought
Hold me in your heart
As I drip tears of joy
In our future

Love
Your Destiny

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

It Felt Like

May 28, 2015
7:25 am

It felt like

It felt like something touched me.
It felt like something I never knew
It felt like my world was changing
And to my surprise
That touch was you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Morning Coffee

May 29, 2015
Lunch Break 1:52pm

Morning Coffee

As I sit and listen to the birds whisper melodies of majestic love songs in the air
I remember your sweet first kiss playing against my thoughts.
This Rhapsody of love roaring like thunder in my veins keeps bringing me back to you
Shaking my emotional nakedness wide open with pure entangled visions  screaming aloud in my quiet mind.
I crawl to this awakening feeling  compelled to say yes about my soul beating harmoniously as it plays out  shakespeare's beautiful lullabies
How I yearn for the ocean to cover my body with the never ending waves of you touching me while I peek through the window waiting for the morning mist to enter my heart and sprinkle drops of you across my mind.
Let me sip the warmness of  you in my coffee
As its quenches the thirst for you on my lips.
Good morning baby

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Tuesday, May 26, 2015

The love Experience

May 26, 2015
2:17 am

The Love Experience

Don't be afraid to feel
What love has to offer
Feel it
Breathe it
Use it as it uses you
Love leaves a bittersweet taste
Cloudy days when it's seems like the rain will never end
Then
The rainbow appears
Echoing the sun is on its way
Love is a road paved in hills and valleys. Long and sometimes begrudgingly hard.
Exhausted in the end
Yet
Love teaches and reaches no place
But every place
In ceases and seams
Sometimes love is so mean
To the haves and have nots
Love forgiven
Love's forgotten
Love is blissful
Love is rotten
To the masses
Love is blind
Let love rule
To The Top
Love can heal
Get your glasses
Love's a drink
Quench your thirst
Love makes you think
Sometimes hurt
Say hello and good bye
Make you weak
Make you cry
Love's a student
That teaches
As love reaches
To fill you with laughter
Love linger in the heart
Even if there no happy ever
After
Love is
An Experience

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The Vision

May 26, 2015
12:01 pm

The Vision

I climb the stairs to the misty blue skies
Willingly dredging the still mountains
Searching for the lava flamed fever
In my lonely heart
There you stand
Just beyond the rain forest
Can you see me?
My tears dip from thy eyes
Giving Waves of emotional baggage flowing downstream
While my soul holds pure to the
Reality of not having you near
Heard the nestled beat of my heart
Sending you cupid's arrow to
Fan the destruction from your pathway to paradise
I have been struck dizzy with the
Notion of you being the crutch I
Need to stable this overwhelming truth I need you to breathe
as I gasp through the next moment
Without you here
Can you hear me?
Whispering our mating song
Whistling in the leaves
As my fingertips play my
Imaginary harp as I stretch
In the near distance to hold
Your hand
Come to me
I wait for the summer days in winter
The rainbow before the rain
As I stare at this vision
I see you in my dreams
Yet you're not here

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Waves of despair

May 25, 2015
11:31 pm

Waves of Despair 

As I fall in the drowning sea
To this whirlwind mystery 
I reach for the sun 
Beaming amidst the sunset dream
Clouding my lungs
As I breathe drops of 
Leftover from pain 
Residue ashes to diminished hopes
Scattered bones to from body blow
To my emotional figure 
I tiredly tread the water 
Gasping for acceptance 
Choking from spewed words
Torn between sudden screams
And hidden expectations 
While I hold back my tears
To my confused silence
Tidal waves of despair 
Wash me back 
To the drowning sea
Drifting away
I drown

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker 


Monday, May 25, 2015

Mental Note

May 25, 2015
8:18pm
Mental Note

The clouds have gone
The sun is near
The breeze of life
In the soul of my stare

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker