Everything

Everything

I want to
Capture
Your heart
Own
Your soul
Ride
With your
Spirit
Need
Your existence
Share
Your
Infinity
I'm
In
Love
With
You
I need
All
Of
Your
Everything


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
(c) 2014

I Like

I like 

I like spring

With

Living things

Beautiful and green

Magical and kind

With bliss and glitter

Where it's alway

Summer

And a 

Hint of

Winter

I like 

peanuts and popcorn

Cakes and pies

Chocolate or taffy

I just can't 

Decide

I like 

Loving you

And me

And them 

And we

Together all

Of 

Us

Struggling to

Free

I like 

Spring with 

Living things

Beautiful and green

Sunshine and rainbow

Is all that 

I dream.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Sometimes I Don't like you

Sometime I don't like You

Love is blind

And equally kind

Its makes 

Me warm

And fuzzy

Bringing 

Me laughs and giggles

That still moment

And that sudden

Wiggle

It's your

Kisses and hugs

You're needy

I'm greedy

You're lust

I'm love

We're 

All the 

Above

Red is my

Passion

This is true 

Although 

I love

You 

I something 

Don't like you

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker 

(c)2014

Wise Eyes

I see accuses

I see lies

When you talk 

to me

Empty words

Broken promises

Is what

I don't

Need

A One sided

Relationship 

Is what

It's beginning 

To be

No more 

Clouded 

By my 

Need to be

Loved

And wanted

Won't let

You

Manipulate

Exploit

And 

Taunt
Me

I'm braking 

The chains

With 

Determination 

As I 

Realize

In the 

Eyes

Of the 

Wise

There's

Still 

Many 

Cries.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

Walking

Walking

Walking Hand in hand

Along the shore lines

Is what I dream

In the park

Across the moon

Through the sunset

Around the earth

To another planet

Till I find you

Reach out and touch me

Embrace thee

Then 

Love me

I'll just 

Keep 

Walking

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

The Truth

Talk Truth

If wall could talk

I'll know the truth

About you

Your fears

Your joys

Your secrets

And 

Regrets

Your 

Yets

And 

maybe's

Your wants

And 

Would be

Your sunshine

And 

Sunsets

Your

Reality

And 

pains

I'm going

Insane

If walls 

Could

Talk

I

Would 

Know the 

Truth

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

Darkest Night

Darkest Night

The island 

In

The 

Darkest night 

Comes

When

You have

Been betrayed

Enraged 

Slated and broken

Only

To be

Blinded

Despised

Degraded and deceived

All

In a matter

Of minutes

When you 

Were 

Suppose 

To love 

Love me

My island

Is the

Darkest 

Night.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c) 2014 

Volcanos Spewing

Volcano's Venom

Can't stop 

The 

Volcanos spewing

Hot in my heart

Leaking 

Dripping 

Overflowing

Lava

Oozing through

My vein

Heating 

The very

Soul

Which is

Me

Volcanos spewing 

Hot in 

My heart

Bursting

Flames

Fanning 

My desire

Of love

Ignited

By your

Touch

Volcanos
spewing

Hot in my

Heart

Whole fragments

Scatter

As we 

Explode 

Coming

Together

Comforting

Our

Passion 

Whispering

Secretly

Of 

Satisfaction 

Reached

Volcanos

Spewing

Volcanos

Heating

Volcanos

Are

Moving

In sync

Circling

Surrounding 

Pulsating

Delighting 

My

Body

Volcanos

Spewing

Hot

In my

Heart

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Sweep Away the Blues

Sweep away the blues

As the wind 

blows

Past my window

I am reminded 

Of 

What use to be

The sadness

The slow beats

As my heart ached 

To be loved

The white crust

From my eyes still

Lingers

As I exhale

My desperate 

Attempt 

Find 

My lost 

Passion

For life

Out 

Of 

Nowhere

You

Sweep away

The blues

As I 

Lay next

To you.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

By His Hands

By the Hands

I am perfect

In my

Humanness

Yet flaws

Beyond

Measure

Saved

By

The

Blood

Filled

With the 

Spirit

I

Am

Whole

And

Complete

I am

Created

From 

Love

Because 

I am 

a sculpture 

from the 

hands

of the 

Almighty.

I am

His

Child

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

Stella

Stella 

I am moving 

into a space unknown.

I will embrace 

it no matter 

the struggle.

I am moving

I am transcending 

I will conquer 

I will win

I will live it

I will breathe it

I will break in

And be

My wonder

My thunder 

My own 

Hero

I am 

Stella 

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

Morning Scare

Morning Scare

Awaken 

from my nap

Manic and scattered

Dazed and confused 

Reaching for

You

As my

Memory

Races 

And traces

The spaces

I come into

Dejected 

Despised

Distraught 

And

Drained

As I

Focus

To 

Notice

It's was

All 

A Dream

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

I Get Annoyed when

I Get Annoyed When

I get annoyed 

at the thought 

it took me so 

long to find out 

what love is.

It wasn't just 

birds and bee

But volcanos

And tornados

It wasn't flowers

And trees

But hills

And valleys

I get annoyed when

I used my eyes

To mask

The disguise 

What my heart

Couldn't cope

With

I digress 

And remissed

I get annoyed

When

It's taken me

Years of

Heartache 

And fears

To get

To this point

I get annoyed

When

Had I known

It was you

My love

And my truth

My sin 

And my song

I waited so long

I'd still be annoyed.

I get annoyed

When

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Turmoil

Turmoil

I want to run 

To you

And away

I'm so in 

Love

With you

And afraid

Pull me 

Left

Pull me 

right

A 

Tug of War

My brains

Says

No

My heart

Screams

Yes

My soul 

Craves

One more

Who will

Win 

Who will

Lose

What to

Do

To late

I'm all

Caught up

In love 

With

You

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

Her Poetry

Her poetry

Is a touch

A whisper

I just can't 

Get enough

You sing my poetry

Your soft skin

And your 

Lips

Your love makes me 

Whipped 

You write my poetry

The twinkle

In your 

brown eyes

Your tears 

Stains

My heart

When you 

Cry

You are my poetry

The sound 

of your

Voice

Echos

Above 

the stars 

As you

Try to

Erase

All my 

Visible scars

You create my poetry

I've been hit 

I've been bludgeoned

Deep in you

And I'm stuck

You paint our 

Love story 

With every

Stroke

Get the 

Picture

Of 

You and me

Her love poetry

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

How I See You

How I see you

I am quick to love
I am sure to be hurt
My passion stay forever
My secrets are deep
I dream of heaven
I'm flawed and bruised
I just want to be free
To love
And
Just be
Me.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
(c)2014

Love Note 2:42pm

Love Note 2:42pm

Dear baby

You're amazing in your love
You're captivating with a touch
Honeydew is the favor of your lips
Loving You I just won't quit
As I whisper in your ear.
Of you many strengths
And wonders
I began to cry
I've search for you all these years
 Preparing for your presence.
Finally
I know truth love
It's you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
(c) 2014

All

All

I use to give bit and pieces

The sheet of music that never 

got played

An overcast day

Then the sun came

Shining through the clouds

Polishing my seemingly

Dusty existence 

Sending a wind to

Blow my layers of

Brokenness and Lies

Never became now

Stage is set

I'm a superstar

Acting as if 

Content and pleased

Secretly sad and abused

You showed up 

And began to 

Prune me

Shake me

Water my seed

You saw 

Something 

I tried to 

Hide.

Hand out

I needed you

I wanted to be

Held

Loved

Listened too

I gave you 

My all

Raining nights

Snow days

You gave me 

back you

Together

Us

Flawed

Loved

We gave it

All

Here we 

Are.

Together

In 

Love with

One 

Another

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014 

Morning thought 7:51am

Stop your questions

Put away your doubt

Your journey

Is my route

Believe me when

I Say

My love for you

Is real 

And grows 

more and more 

Everyday

Dissolve your 

Jealousy 

It's only you for 

Me.

You are my sky

You get me high

In the day time

The rhythm 

In my rhyme 

You're my shadow 

My secret

And I live you 

Out loud

You're my 

Drop of rain

In the clouds

You're my acceptance 

And my assurance 

Never leaving you

Loving you

Jogs my

Endurance 

Let go of

The Fear

The shame

The hurt

And the pain

I promise 

To Love 

You 

Forever

And 

Again

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

Love Note 3:23pm

Dear Love,

I needed to stop at this moment and say I love you. I love you for that phone call and that text that said I won't let you go. I love you for knowing my weaknesses enough to come to me and meet me half way with your assurance that you will be there.
I just want to stop and say thank you for choosing me. I choose you now, as I did yesterday.

I love you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
( c ) 2014

Love Names

Love Names

Agape love

Sometimes love

Part time love

Midday love

Full time love

Wasted love

Midnight love

Desperate love

Life long love

Needy love

Hurting love

Everlasting love

Unconditional love

What's your love? 

Own your love

Breathe in love

Share your love

Be love

I am love

That's my kind of love

Love

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

( c ) 2014

Lying in Bed

Lying In Bed

Lying in bed

Staying close to 

My dreams

Or

Am I 

Hiding with

With 

Low self esteem

Lying in bed

Don't want to 

Stay awake

Lying in bed

Reality I just 

Can't take

Lying in bed

Trying to find

My cure

Lying in bed

From the 

Pain I 

Endure

Lying in bed 

Is how 

I Cope

Lying in bed

Thinking there 

Is No 

Hope

Lying in bed

Torn

Shattered

And 

Confused

Lying in bed 

Medicated 

And 

Used

Lying in bed

Is all I 

Deserve 

Lying in bed 

Was all I've 

Ever heard

Living for me

Is just

A verb

In my

Head

And on 

TV

Lying in bed

With my thoughts

Only me.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c) 2014

My illness

My illness

I think I'm coming down with something. 

Can't shake it. 

I can feel it in my head and body.

 It making me weak and dizzy.

 I feel numb all over. 

It's you

You're my virus

My cold in December

My migraine

Sick in you

My flue in spring

I want sick with you

Don't want a cure

Just want to be sick.

With you

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

( c ) 2014

Depression

Depression

A crowded room

With an empty 

soul

Pleading heart

Gripped in fear

And doubt 

In the midst of 

Summer 

Quietly

Shaken and cold

Reaching out

Please grab

My hand 

Crawling 

Desperate 

To weak to

Stand

Lost in

Depression

With no

Help in sight

Bewildered 

And

Isolated 

In a tunnel

With a flicker 

Of light

Trying to hold

To that 

Glimmer of hope

My meds stop working

Struggling to cope

I want to be heal

I know I have 

Choices

If only

Could get by

The other loud

Voices

Frantic

And

Condemned

Is what

They have

Said

Sometimes

I only

Thought

Is I'm better 

Off

....

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c) 2014

My Symphony

My Symphony

Creating music 

with my fingers as they 

touch 

your notes

An Artist 

of 

your love

Trumping your guitar

Caressing 

the black and white 

key of ivory

Running 

my stings across 

your heart

Beating the rhythm 

in your drum

Playing 

And 

Mastering

all the instrument 

of you

My symphony 

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

Lost Love Song

Lost Love Song

Like magic 

You appeared

Breath takingly

Beautiful 

I gasp for air 

Inhaling every

Living piece 

Of 

Your spirit

Captivated and caught

My heart

Became

Pierced and pleasured

By

Your

Inviting yet intriguing

Boldness and beauty

I assumed

The position

Of being processed 

And held prisoner

Needing you

More 

And forever

I am smitten

And bitten

By your

Garden of Eden

Your

Piece of heaven

My forbidden 

Apple

My succulent 

Fruit

I crave and covet

Your very existent 

I now have found

What once was lost

I'm elated and and ecstatic

As ponder these 

Emotions 

Of 

Truths

These 

Lyrics and melodies
Of my

Lost love song

About

You.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

Waiting

Waiting

I wait

I waited...

I waited in the rain

And I waited in the rain longer

Patiently waiting

Feeling in drop wash me

Sprinkle me

Drip drop

As I wait

And to my 

Surprise 

Your colors 

Begin to 

Fade themselves 

Back from the

Clouds

And you 

Are Here

My

Rainbow

Deborah. R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c) 2014

Splash of Ink

Splash of Ink

With every stroke of my pen

I am reminded of you.

Covering my page

Outlining your edges

Filling in between the line

Coloring all of you

Stroking my Mona Lisa 

Until you're 

Satisfied

And consumed

With

Nothing

But 

My ink

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c) 2014 

The Kiss

A Kiss

A kiss for me

A kiss for you

A kiss for them

Too

A kiss of joy

A kiss for pain

A kiss for 

The world

The living

And 

The lame

A kiss for the

Wise

Let not

The lost

A kiss for 

Non 

Believers

And 

The 

Cross

A kiss

For 

Now

And 

The end

A kiss

For the

Young 

And the 

Old

A kiss to

The forehead

The survivors

And the dead

A kiss for 

The lie

A kiss 

For 

The

Truth

This 

Kiss is

For you

A kiss 

Of hello

And one

For good-bye

This kiss

Can help

Fall or

Make you

Fly

Make you 

Happy

Or

Make you

Cry

The 

Kiss of 

Life.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c) 2014

The Headache

Headache 

I get a

Headache 

Waiting 

And 

Dreaming

Looking 

for the meaning

Of life

My head is

Pounding

While I'm 

Drowning

In sorrow 

Of 

Painful yesterday's

And 

Hopeless tomorrow 

It's my 

Headache 

I create

As I sit 

And debate

Is it 

Real

Or just 

Fate

Just 

Let go

And let

God

Would 

Be

Great

If 

I 

Would 

Only 

Accept

Life on

Life's

Terms

I can

Erase

This 

Headache

I get 

A

Headache 

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c) 2014

I Am

I AM

I am 

not what I pretend 

to be

I am 

not you 

want to see

I am not my scars

The guilt 

Or

The shame

I'm just 

A

Human

Simple

And

Plain

Flawed

And 

Still

Golden

Dreams

I have

Still

I want

To 

Me

From beginning 

To 

End

In 

My struggle

To 

Get 

Free

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

The Confusion

The Confusion

I want to

But I can't

Sometimes

I need to

But I refuse

Whenever I hesitate 

I begin to run

Faster

I push

Yet 

Want to 

Embrace

I hide

Then long 

To 

See

Your face

I crave

I dismiss 

Come closer

Stay away

Love confusions 

Is 

Hitting 

The ceiling

I write

I erase

I'm torn

My need

All these

Things

I am

Just by 

loving 

You

Deborah R. shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c) 2014

I feel connected

I feel connected to the world when I leave my fingerprints lining your silhouette of your back.
When I taste the leftovers of our love from the night before.
As I memorize your scent sweating under my skin.
My eyes trace the beauty trapped in your soul.
Completely hypnotized by the rustic tone in your voice.
My humanity seeks to confirm my oneness when I am with you.
My world complete and whole as I awake from my slumber and discover you smiling back at me.
I am connected to the world.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
(c) 2014

Living

Love is 

what 

I'm thinking of

As I 

dress 

myself for life

Surviving 

yesterday's disasters

And triumphs

Painting

My unowned 

Masterpiece 

Of will

And 

Determination

Today I dream 

Peace

Tomorrow 

I pray

Life

Yesterday 

I give

Forgiveness 

But 

For now

I think

Love.

I think 

You.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

Wake Up Note

Wake up note

You are my now 

As I look across 

The pillow at you

You fill my minute 

When I'm away 

From you

You touch my

Hour 

As I hold you hand

You claim my

Future

As wide as

Ocean sand

You are carrying

My seconds

Spinning in

Time

Clouding my 

Vision

Suspended 

My love

In blind

You snatch my

Moment

The heres

and the nows

My one 

My Only 

My 

Where 

When

And How

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(c)2014

Love Disease

Love disease.

You are my flower
Thoughts of you
Every minute and 
every hour
My love for you has 
Giving me hope
My melody
My song
My C note
My passion for you
Runs long
Like the River 
I get goose bumps
Likes winter breeze
You make shake and shiver
Caught up in love
Is what I am
And choose to be
You're my love
Disease.

Deborah R. Shaw.
The Silent Stalker
(c) 2014

Poetry Making

I am here...

Let the poetry 

Begin

Pen 

In hand

You

At my side

Stroking my

Imagination

Caressing 

My spirit

Invoking

My soul

To surrender

Give up

And 

Give in

To

Open up

Wide

I crave 

you Inside

Sketching

Every curve

Igniting

And inviting

A nerve

In me.

Piercing me

Deeper

The need 

Makes me 

Weaker

As you 

come inside

My words I can't 

Hide

You scream

I shout

We both

Pass out

As this

Love Poetry

Ends

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker