Saturday, August 30, 2014

Share My Love

Share My Love

Ordinary and plain
A flower from the garden
Holding hands in the park
My love is the same

You're the light in my dark
Come share my love
It's all that I have
I will ever part

More valuable than gold
More precious than silver
More shining than diamonds
You'll have my soul


Share my love
Can I go with you
Is all that I want
My love is true

Would you take me home
You're all that I have
Come back to me
I don't want to be alone

Even when the sun don't shine
I'll be there with you
My love is a sure thing
For all time

I feel weak
I can't breathe
Come share my love
I need you to live


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

(Untitled) 10:35 a.m.

(Untitled) 10:35 a.m.

I'm feeling my self
Or is it really you?
I belong to no one
But I home is with you
I smell the aroma of you
Holding flowers to your soul
Climb the mountain to peace
Yet roaming the valleys searching
Here watching you sleep
Wake up and talk to me.
I'm feeling myself 
Or is it really you?
My four word
Love


Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Black Woman

Chocolate 
Mocha 
Carmel
Brown 
Light skin
Red
Black Berry
Creamer
Toned 
And shady
You're so beautiful
I just want you to know
You have perfect skin
With the Goddess glow
The flame to my Fire
My hearts every desire
My world won't be the same
Love at first sight
I have you to blame
My dream come true
Deliciously flavored 
The Womanhood of you


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker





Thursday, August 28, 2014

Morning Thoughts 6:44 a.m.

Good morning world,
I woke up rested yet irritated. 
Then I thought about you, and I began to smile. 
So I say :


Hold my heart near you
I am never far
I will always love you
No matter where you are

Your my gift to love
God has given to me
Till my last breath
This I say to thee

So please don't forget me
My love for you is true
never say goodbye
I'll be back for you

I love You


Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Let Me

Let Me

Let me 
climb inside your skin
And 
Let me
stay with you forever
Let me
Squeeze into your veins 
Let me
Flow in you wherever
Let me
Hold you beside my heart
Let me
Heal your missing parts
Let me
Guard you from the pain
Let me 
As I scream your name
Let me
Do to you
As you have done to me
Let me 
Love you with completeness 
Unapologetically whole
And free

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker


Joyce Love

Joyce Love


I was created for you
And I love you
My tears are your
Waterfall
Dancing free
I play you
Softly on my piano
My symphony
Flowing across
Deserted valleys
And I love you
Dreamy connected souls
Traveling majestically
Invading the space
Where my hear dwells
And I love you
My love is simple
I wait for you
Come to me
Joyce Love


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Monday, August 25, 2014

Your Eyes

I love when your eyes talk and tell me you care
Talk to me baby, with your beautiful stare
Say all the things that your eyes want to say
Talk to me baby, I love it that way
Look at me left 
Glance to my right
The thing you talk are such a delight
I look through your eyes and what do I see
Your eyes staring back
Are in love with me

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker 

Word Tease

Word Tease
Word Tease


You're teasing me with your words
Blowing my mind
Close your mouth I say
I don't have the time
Teasing me with your words
Is what you came to do
But you're not ready for me
With all that sweet voodoo
Don't tease me with your words
I think I've had enough
Flexing your word muscles
Humph! You ain't that tough 
Teasing with your words
Won't get you anywhere 
As I slide you my phone number 
Wink and toss my hair
You tease me with your words
Now that you have me 
Better make this good
Cause I brought my dictionary
Tease me with your words
From A right down to Z
Now you have me hooked
Your words is where I will be
Tease me with your words
Relax and let them flow
I'll breathe in every word
Like there's no tomorrow 
Tease me in your words
I will stay right here
Chained to you forever
Your words I hold so dear

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker 


Sunday, August 24, 2014

If I

If I 


If I throw up my heart
What would I have left?
For I have loved you
Yes, I've had the best.

If I give away my soul
Before I get old
For I have loved you
It's worst more than 
Silver or gold 

If I lease you my heart
As part of the plan
For I have loved you
From the ocean
To land

If I could dream 
It would be of you and I
For I have loved you
Never saying good bye


If I have one wish
I'd wish you again
For I have loved you
Come take my hand

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker




She Calls Me

She Calls Me

She calls me beautiful 
She calls me Bear
She calls me prefect 
With the nice hair
She calls me Silent
Isn't that nice
Miss'n your presence
Let's get this right
She calls me the best
She's ever had
She calls me fun
For her heart I've won
She call calls me lovely
Sweet as a honey bee
She call me silly
For the humor in me
She calls me friend
Doesn't want it to end
But out of all the names
Nothing is the same 
As call'n me her life
Craving you 
like a good little wife
Call me foolish
Call me crazy
Call me anything
I just want to be called your baby
Call me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Jealousy Between to two

Jealousy between my pen and and you

My pen want to create a masterpiece new

With color of green and yellow, red and blue

But when I begin to write it always comes back to you.

Want sometimes my ink in black and white

No matter the canvas you're never far from my sight

My pen screams it needs to be different yet my desire

For love says writing anything else doesn't t make any sense.

Jealousy between my pen and you.


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker



You Got Me

You Got  Me

Talking on the phone all night

Wanting to spread my wings and take flight

Dreaming kisses, holding hands and cuddling you tight

You got me dream'n

Fein'n

Mean'n

I'm cream'n

In my coffee

Often

You got me

Ache'n

Shake'n

Awake'n

From my sleep

Crave'n

Taste'n

Lick'n

The residue

I love you

Off my lips

You got me

Want'n to be better

Color'n you this letter

Throw'n caution to the wind

Wave'n my white Flag

I surrender

You win

You got me.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker.


Thoughts 1:24 p.m.

Thoughts 1:24 p.m.



It's funny how I write about love all the time. I guess that's who I am. It's seems to stay just at the edge just beyond my   

reach. I seek you to be my pillow when I sleep but I wake with a stiff neck because you are not there. I can see my heaven  

yet my wings never appear to spread long enough to touch it. Building dreams of paradise through my writings stand like a 

wall between you and me. I'm still in love with love and everything about it. I become lost picking at fantasies in my mind. 

Stroking this pen again writing what I dream to become a reality through my pen. If I can give you hope that love can 

happen for you I know it can happen for me also. 

As I continue to write about my love

Love come back to me. I miss you, and we belong together.

I write this thought to you as I sit with me drinking coffee in the midday, waiting for you 



Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Friday, August 22, 2014

Through It All

Through it all

Through all the hurt
I still manage to see 
The things we were meant to be
I follow my heart back to you
Didn't mean to turn your shine to blue
Begging for the last dance to the song the never ends
Forgive me for the my unfaithful sins
One more kiss, let's forget the past
This love of our was suppose to last
Through all the shame
I rise above different yet appearing the same
I'm sorry I harmed you
For the chaos I put you through 
My life has come to an end
I have lost my joy, my lover and friend
I just pretend
Roses are green and still growing
Don't give up on us 
Baby, where are you going 
Knowing
I scattered, broke and took you for granted
Now I'm Confused, alone and stranded
Through all the hurt 
I'm sorry can't be taken back
Your light has turn to black
Broken can't be mended 
I destroyed all your defenses 
Glue doesn't fix it anymore
As you don't you look back 
You walk out the door.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker




Spank Me

Spank Me
I've been misbehaving
I need a spanking
Spank me with your mind and my wings will open.
Spank me with your thoughts and I shall follow you.
Spank me with your dreams and I will infect your future.
Spank me with your soul and you shall never lose me.
I need you to spank me


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Thursday, August 21, 2014

Shut Love Out

Shut Love Out

Trying to hold it in
The wonders of you
I marinate in your beauty
She thinks I'm a cutie
Shhhhh...
Keep it to yourself
But she's my peace
Soaring threw my vessels
Pumping and  invading me
Quiet...
Say no more
But she's my love
Winds and glory
Re-writing my story
Hush...
I want to scream
I need to shout
Confused what to do
I gotta get it out
Silence...
I don't want to know
Stop this nonsense
End this flow
Pack you heart
Fold up you soul
Let make this escape
No one will ever know
Shut up...
Love is suckers
The coward and the weak
Love comes filled with lies
Confusion and deceit
Pull your love down
They'll only laugh at you
You'll look silly
You foolish clown

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker







Reflection Of Love

Reflection of Love

It's hard to put you in words
I see my future in your soul 
I can't breathe when your away
You're my us in trust
I grow old with you at a glance
With a stare I love you pass dust
You're the dream I crave to have 
Even when it's a nightmare
As long as I can be there with you
Fear has become your ear
Comforting my lacking and Loneness
Snapshots of you tattooed permanently
In my eyes
Touching my thoughts as you read my body
With fingertips
Unconditionally loving me through my flaws and sin
I awake everyday to knowing you're a gift
Wrapped in love and compassion
I hold you tight against my heart
And you love me
I fight for the love I know not of.
I'm inexperienced at wholeness 
Should me how to love
You are what the soulmate I need
Spoil me with you
I earn and deserve to be happy
And that my love is you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker


Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Took Back my Life

Took  Back My Life

Today I feel pretty
Wanted and loved
Today I need love
From all thing broken
Battered that was
Today I crave wholeness 
Enough and daydreams
Sunshine, Cloudy days
And early spring
Today I need love and
All that love can bring
Today I want for me
Just these few small things
Today I say bring me something 
Simple and full bright
Today is the day
I took
back my life.


Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

The Edge

The Edge


I like to take you to the edge

To the top of the mountain 

Where you loose your breath

And I have to exhale in you

Fingertips lightly touching every 

Silhouette of your masterpiece 

To the cliff

I will catch you

Come with me

To the edge


Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Your Poison

Your Poison

I love your poison

Your venom is invading Captivating

And seducing me

I love your poison

My thirst for passion has be quenched

My hunger is fed

Desires of connecting with you

Warms my heart

Bite me again

Throw away the antidote

Let me suffocate in you

I love your poison

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker 

Lick Me

Lick Me

I need you to lick me

Caress my mind with your tongue

Lick me

Let your mouth roam

Till my heart comes

I want you to lick me

Lick me dry

Wipe my tears clean from my eye

I need you to lick me

From head to my toe

Back around and grab my soul

Lick me

Is what I desire

Again and again

Your ora is the

Thing I admire

Lick Me



Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Kreme

Kreme

I must admit

She's got a flavor I've never seem

Dimples that make you want to scream

Had me giggling like the first day of spring

Make me shake and shiver like a dope fein

Voice low and husky that makes you want her on your team

Got me caught up in the rapture 

Put her in my magazine 

Lips so juicy, I think a want to sing

Her dreadlock so tight, down her back they glean 

My rhymes about her flowing down stream

Wet and wild, yeah she's my new thing


I'm a cup of coffee, she's my Kreme 


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Morning Craving

Morning Craving

You are quite delicious
I can taste you in my mind
Seasoned just right
I want you to be mine
A sip of you here
A spoon of you there
I'm licking my lips 
While toss my hair
You are quite delicious 
I'll say it again
You got me sweat'n
My door in open
Won't you come in
You're quite delicious 
For the last time
I'm hook on your flavor
Plus you're so damn fine


Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Monday, August 18, 2014

The Sting

The Sting

My mind is race'n and create'n
Remember'n and erase'n
Eat'n fruit that make you sin
All the love and the fears
Hold' my hands to my ears
While I drop these tears
Covering the pain
Medicating my insane
Love from my my main thang
I run to get me back
From the love that I lack
Wearing all black
Beating down these walls
Stumbling in my fall 
Don't you to see me crawl
I'm lost in feel'n
That has my head tortured and reel'n
From all this deal'n
Unleash this hold
Let the true be told
I lost my diamond,
you stole my gold
I hate me for loving you
Abandon soul and a broken heart too
My mind is racing and creating a new
Remembering and erasing how I used to
Love you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker 






Write Today

Don't forget to Write today. 
Your thoughts are important 
Your reality is real
Your words are powerful
Your words can heal 
Complete you
Make you happy 
Or bring you to tears
Walk you past Your fears
Write for you
Write for me
Write your heaven
Or
Flood your hell
Just write

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

I Stand

I am a humanitarian first and always. 
To take a life is wrong on every level, whether it be at the hands of anyone.
Black on black or otherwise at the hands of some other race.
I value people and all living things. 
We as a society have become barbaric in our thinking and doings. 
I am but a grain of sand on the beach trying to find my spot like everyone else. 
There is room for all. 
Let us share in this life and this country called the land of the free and home of the brave. 
I stand for freedom to be here or I can die as a sacrifice for it. 
Either way I still stand.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Pretty

Pretty

Pretty is
As pretty does
Pretty will fade
As pretty was
Pretty is me
Pretty is you
Pretty is them
Pretty for the few
Pretty in mind
Pretty is time
Pretty is a word
Not necessarily mine
Pretty is in
The eye of the holder
It makes you weak
grandiose or bolder
Pretty can be pants
Pretty can be a skirt
All I know is
Pretty can't keep you from hurt
Pretty is you
Pretty is me
Let the whole world go blind
Maybe then pretty we'd see


Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

On Mute

On Mute

I am mute 
In my words to you
My words are quiet in love
In writing I free my white dove
My words are a mystery
Screaming Loud in my poetry
Give me a pen and paper
I may right you a love letter
If I have to say it out loud
I get lost in the crowd
Private in my thought
But my poetry has got me caught 
My writing stays in motion
While I silent in my emotion 
Another Silent love potion
The cure to my poison

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker



Know That

Know That

As I stand here fading in indecision 
Know that I care for you
Disconnecting the burdens of you pains me
Know that my heart is broken
Wishing the sun to appear through the clouds
Know that I scream your name
Imperfectly design for me
I painted you in my mind a thousand time before we ever met
And here I am saying good-bye
Know that I will always love you
I shall return back to me incomplete 
Without you
Know that I will miss you
Lost is what I will be for a moment
Know that I will find my way back
To love
Even if it is no longer you


Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Saturday, August 16, 2014

Come Stay With Me

Come stay with me a while
I won't ask for much
A penny for your thoughts
You're my diamond in the rough
Come stay with me a while
Maybe till winter or spring
Let's start a new romance
Celebrate what love can bring bring
Come stay with me a while
I can't promise you the world
But I will write about you for hour
You'll be my only girl
Come stay with me a while
I'll wipe away your tears
Plant you trees and flowers
And walk you past your fears
Come stay with me a while
Your heart is where I'll live
With all the love I have
To you I freely give
Come stay with me a while
I need you to share my life
For good for bad for always
Would you please be my wife
Come stay with me a while
I say to thee
To love you always
Even past infinity

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Rain Storm

Rain Storm

Clouds are moving 
It looks like a Storm
As the sun continues 
It's raging shine light
I run for shelter
Not wanting to be wet
I'm almost to cover 
Here it comes
I'm wet and I'm soaked
Yet the rain seem so warm
To my dismay
The rain of the storm 
Is the embrace of you

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Nap Time



I shall lay in a hazy hazy trance thinking of you as I sleep. 
Hold me in wonderland as I slumber through my magical dreamlike state of being unconsciousness. 
Embrace my heart pierced for you. 
I am hypnotized to  your lust and compassion for me.
My soul is fed and satisfied
For you are my rest


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker



Love Letter

Love Letter

I'm writing love letter and then I'm going to bed
I'm writing down these thoughts that keep running through my head
I writing them down, so then you will know
I writing till I finish" is this the way love goes
I writing to so I won't be confused
I'm just a clown, are you still amused?
I write about love because that is my way
I love about you hoping you'll stay
I write about magic of what love can be
I write about you falling head over hills for me
I'll write till my ink runs dry and I run out of paper 
But for now I will end this one and write you one later

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker



Waiting For Us

Waiting For Us

My day shall start with peace 
Sunshine rising out of darkness
Rainfalls for the desert
Because of you
Don't give up on love
It's out there waiting for us
Eagles flying high
As I reach my hands high
To embrace your majestic spirit
Which lighten my burdens 
Of being alone
Don't give up on love
It's out there waiting for us
We can make it 
My day shall begin with you
Purple tulips buried beneath the soil
Waiting for the chance to bloom
In spring 
Waving their peddles above ground
Don't give up on love
It's out there waiting for us.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker



The Awakening

I awaken smiling at your day

As I turn to look upon your sleeping body

Only to kiss your existences while you lay next me

You have me

Floating in your winds

Drown in your stares

Treasure each word you speak

I thrive on every moment with you

I can't help basking in your glow

Giving up all that is me so I may share me with you

I will love you as long as you allow me to

Risking sunny day and star lit nights

Just for this moment

To awaken to smile at your day

Lying next to you


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker


Friday, August 15, 2014

To Love You

I  love me
So I can adore you
They go together like
The birds and the bees
I have to believe my soul is pure
And my love for you is sure to endure
I love me
So I can love you
Have patients and faith for all
We will experience and have to go through
I love me
So I can love you
Is how it works
Never second or third
You will always be my first
That's why I love me
So I can love you
It prevents all the hurts
The troubles and pains
And permanent stains
Of broken promises
And incomplete sentences
As love me
So I can love you
Is what I aspire
Never shall give up
You
My heart's desire


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Thursday, August 14, 2014

Everything about It

I'm in love with love.
Everything about it
Moonlit nights
Early Morning Sun rises
Daydreams
I'm in love with love
Everything about it
You and me
The beautiful faces I see
I'm in love with love
And everything about it
Butterflies and flowers
Like candy
A mixture of sweet and sour
I'm in love with love
And everything about it
The song and your note
I giggle
I'm on a clouds as I float
I'm in love with love
And everything about it
So bring me your love
As much as you can
Cause I'm in love with love
Let's start the romance
I'm in love with love

And everything
About it
Love is you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Unfinished poem

 You are my beauty
And I were your beast
Nature is mine
Prowling for you
Is what I seek
Peeking through the trees
My hunger is mounting
As I sniff your air

Captured by your scent
My next big feast
Tonight the night
I shall have you
Striking in flight
Claws across your back
One bite and I trap you
Caught in my grip
As I rip
Through your fresh
The scream while I
Suck your breast
The sweet smell of you skin
Has me licking Your aroma
I can taste it in the words that you speak


But I Want to

But I want too

I always want to be next to you
I don't have to be, but I want to
I always want to hear your voice
I don't have to , but I want to
I always want to touch you
I don't have to, but I want to
I always want to see your face
I don't have to, but I want too
I always want to inhale your scent
I don't have to, but I want to
Since the very first day
I wanted you
And you wanted me too
You didn't have to, but you want to
You said I was a prize, a gift come true
And to my surprise, I felt the same way too
Two broken pieces struggling to be whole and new
Hoping to find a real love that is true
You brought me the sun, turn my gray skies to blue
I'll swim across the ocean just to be with you
I know I don't have to
But I really want to.
Writing these words is what I want can do
These words of love
Because I think I love you



Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker





Tuesday, August 12, 2014

I Will Say

I guess I will say I miss you now

My nights will be empty

As I search my soul

I shall memorize your radiant glow

While I crave the sweetness of your voice

In my ears

Your innocent giggle next to my heart

I adore you

Butterflies fluttering near by

Birds whistling in the trees

I love you

I miss you today


Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker