Forgiven Confusion

Forgiven Confusion

Forgive me
I just want to make you happy
To give you love
Instead I made you cry
So forgive me
For not holding you enough
Being the wrong picture
For your flame
Forgive me
I just wanted you
To be my desire
In your window pain
Forgive me
For giving you my best
While you lay with
Another
I wasn't enough
Forgive me
Forget I existed
Erase my love
And tender kisses
I'll leave my heart
In case you
Change your mind
Forgive me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Intoxicated

Intoxicated

With one sip of you
I am impaired
Stumbling as I walk
In this drink of love
Drifting into clouded emotions
Of unyielding passion and lust
Intoxicated
I'm addicted
Fein'n
As I crave more of you
I become exhilaratingly fixated
Abandoning all boundaries
A cloud floating
Needing to held by the wind
Intoxicated
 You're in my veins
Invading my body
I need you to breathe
I live for your love
Intoxicated
With one sip of you
I loose my mind
Under the influence
I can't think clearly
May I have some more
You got me
Drunk in love

Intoxicated


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Last Memories of You

Last Memories of You

All I remember is
The great days,
I am thankful for
The happy days
I have loved
I was vulnerable
I laughed
I shared
I dreamed
I made love
I was loved
If only for
A short while
I let only
The good things
Stay
Even when
You had to go

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The Cry

The Cry

The tears I cry
Has me
Drowning in pain
Bathing in my lost
Heart filled wit abandoned
Emptiness
While my soul
Swims away
With you
Sharks eat
Away at my
Lonely shell
I am nothing
But food for
The prey
Lost in the ocean
As I cry tears
Of rivers and streams
For you.


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Meet Me Halfway

All of me wants you
To meet me halfway
Just for tea
Or a little of me
Won't you come and see
How great we can be
Meet me halfway to love
Tender and mellifluous
As I embody my lust
Savoring the moment for us
If you meet me halfway
I promise total dedication
Unconditional fevor
With a side of adoration
As I assume the position
Of meeting you halfway
To paradise and heaven
Let's have a session
I want to be your obsession
You'll be my expression
While halfway and in between
Swimming around your ocean
Drown in your mountain spring
Meet me halfway
From now and until then
Just tell me when
I'll love you for the rest of my life
And back again

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Good Morning Note

Good Morning Note

How I love waking up next to you
My smiling escapes my lips
Heart fluttering in disbelief
You're here again.
As I fall in love with you today
Early morning blitz
I hold my breath
Close my eyes
Pinching my skin
Afraid this might be a dream
Only to open them and discover
You
Laying next to me.
Absorbing this surreal moment
As I snuggle closer to you
Close my eyes
Kiss your forehead
Knowing I have reached heaven
I fall back in my slumber.
I leave this note for you
I love you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Note...

Love Note...

All these days I still remember
Even though you're no longer here
I still dream about you.
Your scent lingers in my mind
Every day was paradise
Now your gone
I still remember
I still love you
All these days

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

(Untitled Love) 7:36pm

(Untitled Love) 7:36pm

You make me smile
You make dream
You make me giggle
Do a little wiggle
When I think of you
I get butterflies
I get high
And want to fly
Standing next to you
How I love you
Adore you and feel you
In my core of my being
When I'm away from you
My body aches
My mind wonders where you are
I just want to be in your presence
We don't need to talk
Just let me look at you
Let me ravish your mind
Penetrate your soul
Immerse myself in your body
You make me smile
You make me dream
You make happy
And I'm in love with you
I want to be your tomorrow
I desire to be your forever
Stay


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Touch Me

Touch Me


Your touch drive me wild
Putting me to the test
I want to let it flow
Take me to heaven
Think I'm going to blow
Touch me there
Touch me here
Touch my mind
Then touch me again
Touch my soul
Touch my desire
Set me on fire
Touch me soft
Touch me rough
Touch me again
I can't get enough
Touch me till I fly
You're making me high
I can reach the sky
Touch me now
Touch me then
Touch everywhere
Then touch me again
Just touch me


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Lunch Melody 11:45am

Lunch Melody 11:45 am

Rhythmically tiptoeing through my mind.
Licking my lips cause you're so damn fine
I sway to your methodical breathing
As we dance through love
Sing me a melody of you
While I write across your body
My lyrics of unending desires
Locked in prison built for us
Sing to me
Dance with me
Play to me
As I creep pass my own lust
Invading your passion
Feeling satisfied
While you tiptoe through my mind.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

What Am I

What Am I

I'm not broken
I'm bruised
I'm torn
Not used
I'm alone
Not lonely
I'm sad
Not miserable
I'm misplaced
Not lost
I'm complete
Not your other half
I'm useful
Not useless
I'm worthy
Not worthless
I make mistakes
Not a problem
I growing
Not stagnant
I'm necessary
Not an advisory
I'm a winner
Not a loser
I'm a gift
Not a prize
I'm humorous
Not a joke
I'm human
Not inhumane
My life is real
Not a game
I'm full of passion
Don't need your pity
I am this country
I am your city
I have goals
I have dreams
I have pride
And self-esteem
A vision of heaven
A beautiful Queen


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Undone

Come

Give me your hand

Don't be frighten

It's only love

Your burden I'll lighten 

Come 

Take my hand

I will lead the way

I know can be scary

But let's grab happiness today

Come 

Hold my hand

I'll keep you near

I promise to hug you 

You have nothing to fear

Come

Grab my hand 

And don't let go

You're key to my heart
Is all I know

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Lunch Break 12:57 pm

Lunch Break 12: 57 pm

I sit with the taste of love
Whispering across my lips.
The flavors of you gallop on my tongue
Sweeter than strawberries
Richer than chocolate
Savoring every moment
As I snibble at your scent
Inhaling your natural fragrance
Juicy as a peaches
Soft as cotton candy
Raw like your mind
Firm is your soul
I lust for the fruit of you
You quench my thirst.
I am satisfied
I desire you
As I lick my lips again

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Night thought 11:22pm

(Untitled) Night Thoughts 11:22pm

All I know is how to do is write
about you.
You take my blues away
I'm dizzy with love
Animated with passion
Complete in trust
Evoked in sublime emotions
You are my insatiable hunger
I write you as I breathe air
You're  my favorite thing
My whirlwind
My fury
My craving and my fascination
Without you
I am wordless
My ink would dry out in agony.
Emptiness shall follow
If not for you
I would be just a blank page
Let my writings reflect and live
For as long as I shall love you
Even death could not end it
I love you
All I know
Is to write about you.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Untitled Note 2:11pm

Untitled Note 2:11pm

I have not forgotten you
How can one forget the most beautiful ?
How does one throw aside heaven?
I would be a fool
You taught me how to love again
I give love all of me now and not the shell.
I am complete in me
Your memory lingers with me
I have not forgotten you.
I can never forget
Your gift of love

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Each Time

Each Time

Each time I see you
It's the vision of beauty
The perfect painting
Each time I touch you
I melt
Mixing our ingredients
Each time I hear your voice
I shiver
Holding on your every word
Anticipating the next sentence
Each time I am near you
Your scent invade me
Swimming through my head
Making a pathway for me to get
Closer to you
Each time I kiss you
I loose all doubt
Feeling your love for me
In your tender lips
Each time you say I love you
I faint with disbelief
I earn and ache for another one
Each time
I run back to you
Each time
I need you more
Each time
I want you again
Each time
I become more brave with you
Each time
I  crave you
Each time
I give in and surrender
Each time
I love you
Again
And
Again
And
Again
Each time

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

I Drink of You

I Drink of You

I drink of you daily
Though you never touch my lips
The smooth taste of you
Lingers on my tongue
I chew on your aroma
Swallowing all your flavors
I digest you
My hunger has been satisfied
Yet
I can't get enough of you...
I crave you every moment I breathe
And I don't even know you
I know you're out there
Waiting for me
I shall search for you
Never giving up
I drink of you daily
Though you have never
Touched my lips

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Stuck in the moment

Stuck In The Moment

I am stuck in this moment
Time passing
But I can't move
Like glue
I have been bonded to this moment
I want to be free
Yet
I won't let go
I Grab
I Hold
I Clutch
I Hug
Exhausted
I won't let go
As I whisper slowly
Stay with me
Never leave
Thoughts of spring
And moonlight nights
Circle around my mind
I'm stuck in this moment
The moment is you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Look at you

Look at you
Quiet in your beauty
Sassy in your walk
Complete in yourself
Look at you
Sharing your heart
Giving your love
Earning my trust
Look at you
My happy
My joy
My peace of mind
Look at you
You're amazing
And wonderful
I'm in love with you
I just wanted you
To know
Look at you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Wedding Vow 7:39 pm

Wedding Vow 7:39 pm

When I speak about love
I speak your name
When I'm hot and on fire
You are my flame
When I sing about love
You are my piano
My melody and rhythm
Playing only your notes
When I think about  beauty
You're all that I see
Sunny day and warm night
Just you and me
When I want to feel softness
I touch your skin
Smooth like butter
Makes me want to give in
When I think of heaven
I know that's it's you
Till death do us part
My love will stay true.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Note 8:29 pm

Love Note: 8:29 pm 

Dear Love,

Today I can't get you off my mind. 

You pass through my every thought

Breezing by gracefully 

Appearing like my shadow

Connected 

Entangled

Invading

I except you without doubt

No metaphors

I want you

You're my daylight 

I can't breathe when you're not here

My emotions are about to blow

I need you

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Pieces

Pieces of my dreams

You lure me in

Softly caressing my thoughts

Magically connecting my heart to yours

I am yours

Take me

Spreading your love across my soul

As reach to hold you there

The scent of you lingers around my lips

As I move to kiss you again

I surrender 

My fingertips dancing along your body

I can't stop touching you

Tracing the outline of your masterpiece 

Let your love song play 

While I dance slowly on your canvas

Painting colors dripping for a lifetime

Floating forever 

I'm yours

You are mine

Pieces of my dreams

Bringing me peace and comfort

You're all I can see

I'm so in love with you

Dream on

Is what I want to do

Pieces of you in my sleep

Is all I need

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

I Can't Help It

I Can't Help It

I can't help it

I get naked when you appear

I give it all to you

I give you my everything

I can't help it

I get raw and serious

I focus and I need

I desire and I hold on

I can't help it

I get drunk in love

I get high on you

I start at the top

I lay at the bottom

I'm caught in your web

In love with you

I can't help it

I get butterflies 

I get nervous

I get excited

I Kreme for you

I melt

I dream

I scream

When you're near

I love every minute

I give it all to you

I can't help it

I can't 

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Love Note 1:11am

Love Note 1:11am

Dear baby,

Please don't forget you're beautiful in my eyes. You are amazing in my thoughts. When I dream of you I wake up smiling and happy. I am in awe of you loving me everyday. And I thank you because you chose me. Don't forget I adore you today. I'm fill with hope of loving you forever. You gave me that.

You are my gift, my love and my life.

Thank you for sharing you with me.

Love 

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Untitled 11:27 pm

You are 

Let me 

Have you

Kiss you

Hug you

Love you

Stay with me

In my heart

As I dream

Blue skis

Clear waters

Shooting stars

Rocky Mountains 

I adore you 

You are

My everything

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker 

Built For Love

Built For Love

I was built for love

Yet only for you
I know I'm not perfect
But I am designed so only you
Can get passed my flaws
It's took me this long to be ready
To embrace what you have to offer
I willingly except with no hesitation
Bring me your heart
I give you my soul
I was built for you
Loving You always
Till the sun comes up
And the stars at night shine
Pass tornados and earthquake
Right up to the end
I was built for you
Come
Take my hand

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Fruit of my Thoughts

Fruit of my thoughts


You're the fruit of my thoughts
Tasty like strawberries
Juicy as mangos, kiwi and cherries
I'm in love with your fruit
I need you to feed me
A perfect fruit salad
To heal my empty pallet
Having you is like having a meal
Baby you're the real deal
Ripe and enticing
Skin soft and inviting
As I drop to my knee
Just give me a squeeze
I'm begging you please
Of the fruit that you bare
One drop if you dare
You're the fruit of my thoughts

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Side Note 5:22 pm

Side Note 

If I don't thank you enough

Let me write this for you now

You found me just in time

You chose me and I can't figure out how

I was a empty frame, but you are my picture

Blank canvas no color in sight

I write this poem with you as my main feature

Bring on the stars 

Send in the rainbow

Call to my heart

You've become part of my soul too

And I say 

Thank you

I love you

Side Note to my Love

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

(untitled) 12:31p.m.

In the midst of thinking about you
I want to become someone else
Another new beginning of love with you and I again.
To rediscover what love is again
The laughter and tears
Late night phone calls
Just to be near you one more time
I will love you now as I did then
My loving you yesterday becomes tomorrow.
I miss you as I die inside without you
In the meantime
I love you still
Replaying you over and over in my mind
As I sit alone
Smiling at clouded memories of us.
I love you
Still

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker