The face you make when you're feeling like a superstar

The face you make when you're feeling sexy

The face you make when you're relaxed at home

The face you make when you're ready to go home but you don't get off work for 3 more hours

The face you make when you are thinking about the person you love

The face you make when your coworker walks in that nobody likes

The face you make when someone is always complaining about everything

The face you make when you can't believe what you're seeing

The Face you make when you know someone is lying

The " You gonna learn today" face

I'm broke and I just got paid face

I Don't Want

I don't want to smell
The flowers you picked
I want the full scent
Of your garden wrapped
In my arms
Smothering me
Like a terminal
Disease
I don't want
You close
I need to be
The rhythm
In your heart beat
That keeps
You alive
I don't desire
Your money
I crave the
Riches
When you love me
Filling my
Dreams
Holding
My soul
Captive
Shackled
By your
Hope
Chained
To your
Mind
Holding
Unto your
Imperfection
I don't want
Perfect
I want you


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The Color of Love

The Color was Love

What color is love

Could it be you

Black is my favorite 

sometimes it's blue

Sometimes is red for the firing me

Or it could be yellow for the beauty I see

Don't forget green, 

because I love you and its growing

What color is love

White is heart so innocent and bright

Brown as it shines like 

Gold and and silver

Love come to me now

Will you deliver

Orange like the sunset

On a cool summer day

Perfect for you

As the rain turns

It to gray

Whatever the color 

I wish it was you

What color is love

It's you and I 

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Let's Pretend

Let's Pretend

Let's pretend
I'm you
And you
Were me
Would you to still
Love me
Hug me
Crave me
And want me too.
Let's pretend
Life was perfect
With no defects
Kiss my neck
Let's pretend
I was your
First choice
Not your last
Will you ever
Let go of the
Past
Let's pretend
We're not
Hurting
But flirting
Let's pretend
It's not the
End
Let's pretend
You're still
My lover
My person
My prize
My friend
Let's pretend
To get married
I know
It's scary
A bit hairy
And
Out of the
Ordinary
Let's pretend
I'm the love
Of your life
Not your
Doubt
But your
Wife
Let's pretend
Let's
Make love
Let's pretend
I'm not in love
Let's pretend
It's doesn't hurt
And everything
We pretended
Worked
Let's pretend
Reality never
Caught up
With us
But it
Did
Let's pretend



Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Return to Love

Return to Love


Your love
Slaughters
Kills
Slandered
Mangles
Tangles
Butchers
Batters
Slaps
Slams
Slits
Splits
Spits
Cuts
Crushes
Crashes
Divides
Separates
My soul
My emotions
My heart
My being
When I'm
Not with you
I want you
Back
In my life
Be mine
Again
Again
Again
And
Again

I Love You

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Perfect Day to Love You

Today I love
You
Your beauty
Your charm
I wait
With
Open arms
I love you
Your hair
And
Your skin
What a way
To begin
I love you
The tone of
Your voice
You're my only
Choice
Today
Your flaws
Your thoughts
Whatever the cost
I love you
To the moon
And
The stars
To Venus
Or Mars
Today is
The perfect day
To love you
Bring me
Your heart
Your pains
And worries
So I can
Rewrite
Our love story
Today is
The perfect day
I love you.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Writing Day 06/29/2014

Good morning, 

Family, friends, fans, groupies and admirers.

Grab a cup of coffee or tea and come join me as I create a masterpiece of writings. Twisted and mangle as it may appear, happy or sad won't be seem to be clear. Just pack your bags for an interesting ride. The ups and the downs, the in and the outs as I speak all about different journeys of love. The good and the bad. The lonely and the glad. From young to old, the shy and the bold. A love Story told.

It's is Silent Stalker time.

Today is a writing day.

Wishing you Enough 

Love

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

I Cry For Love

Last night I cried
Thinking of you and me
I cried for love
And you set
Me free
I cried for us
And what
Use to be
I cried for
The kiss
I still remember
That day in
The park
It was sunny
Your lip were
Tender.
I will cry
Again
Before it
Over
I cry
For love
From
Beginning
To
End
I cry
For you
Till
The
Very
End.
The End

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

If Only

It was sunny day
When we met
And I fell for
You
The first day
She said she did too
But
If only
Things were different
She said
We could be together
Secret rendezvous
Late night calls
Moonlit skies
I was smitten
With your lullabies
If only
My night thoughts
And
Sweet addiction
Could influence
Your heart's
Affliction
To let go
Of the
Old
To our
New beginnings
If only
My money was
More
You could
Find the door
And the key
To see your
To be free
You're caught
A terminal disease
Name
If only
Abandoning
What's real
I will heal
As I deal with
You closing
The door
Mi amor
I cry
Say
Good bye
To
My one
My lonely
My heart
My If only



Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Dear life lesson

Dear Life Lesson

I met a young lady about six years ago. Single mother with three children. We went to church together. When her car was broke I would drive on the other side of town to pick her up. Sometimes on the way to church her children would complain that they were hungry so I was stopped at McDonald's and buy everybody a meal never thinking anything about it she was always gracious and she always said thank you. We would talk and on occasions after dropping her kids off at the house we would sit outside and talk for hours. She was young and eager to learn stuff so she was always asking me things and I would always graciously tell her. She was extremely sweet. And I enjoyed our talks. I always found myself as the teacher and her as the student. She called me her big sister. I would shrug it off and tell her I was always doing what just needed to be done. That there was a reason for us meeting. Sometimes I would be mad at God for bringing her to me. I didn't want to be a teacher or mentor. I just wanted to go to church and go home in peace. Man, she used to shout and praise God from the time I picked her up till I dropped her off. She was always grateful. Her spirit was vibrant and refreshing. God always has other plans. Our relationship continued like that until I left Colorado. I remember her asking me what she would do when I was about to leave. And I told her to keep her head up cause she couldn't find God's blessings on the ground. We kept in touch on Facebook and called each other from time to time. Today I was scrolling down my news feed and saw pictures of her and her family with the post that said thank you Make A Wish. Surprised and shocked, I grabbed my phone to search for her number. I proceeded to call her and ask her why was she thanking Make a Wish people. She explain to me that her 8 year old son was dying, and that they had just gotten back from Jamaica yesterday. I started to cry. And she said for me to stop and that she and her family was okay. She thanked God for the rest of the time that she has with her son. He died a couple of times but was still here. My heart was broken in pieces. She continues to say how much I helped her when everyone else turned their backs on her. I was floored. 

Nevertheless, she is still praising God. Even now. Knowing her son is dying. She praising and not blaming God.

She has shown me I can be strong. I don't have a reason to complain. My troubles are minor. And for that hour we talk on the phone I was the student. I say God, thank you for giving me her. Thank you because for once I was obedient when you allow us to meet and become friend. Thank you for opening my mind enough so that I can be a student.

Thank you for her.

Thank you for the Lesson

True Story

Love 

Deborah

Shall We Dance

Shall We Dance

I love you
Out loud
Your love
Is hidden
I desired you
In my soul
Knowing
Your love
Was forbidden
You said hello
And I was
Smitten
I given you
My all
You gave
Bits and pieces
The discovery
Unfolded
Delusional
About
What was
Not given
In the
End
Ultimatums
Where demanded
I lost
My position
As you wish
It was not
My decision
Through it all
I love you
You're forgiven


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent stalker

Today

Today

Today
I want to
Cancel
Hide
Hibernate
Disappear
Retreat
Retract
Recoil
Give up
Give in
Shrink
Withdraw
Into the
Only
Person
I Love...
Today
I need you
Today


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Amnesia

Amnesia

How can I
Forget your kisses
As I desire you
Still
Amnesia
Holding you
Breathing in your
Essence
Craving a
Future
Amnesia
Is what I
Want
If I'm somebody
Else
I can't
Need you
Want you
Crave you
Desire you
Love you
Amnesia
I just want
To forget
What it's like to
Love you
The pain is
Excruciating
Amnesia


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

My Night Light

My nightlight hides my tears 
My Night Light

I can see my way through
The pain of losing you
My night light 
Comfort me in my lonely existent
Alone I'm on my own
It glows so I know
 The sun will rise 
And my eye shall weep 
No more
My night 
Hold your shadow
Of our pass 
Lingerly through 
Darkness
Still 
The aching
For you
Night light
Burns in the coldness 
Trying to capture 
Any hope of 
Yesterday
Screaming
Come back to
Me
Flash
The Night light
Goes out.


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Great I Am

Great I am

It's Your life.

Make it worth your wild.

Be your amazing

Inspire your dreams

Love your imperfect you.

Be The Beautiful in you

Let your Spirit Shine

Your Enough

You are you own Peace.

Stay in Love with you

Practice selflessness 

And you will become Great

I am

Just for today.

I am Love

I am Enough

I am Peace

I am Beautiful

I am Amazing

I am imperfect 

Therefore I am

Great.

Love 

Deborah R. Shaw

If Love

If  love is free
Why has it cost me
So many
Sleepless night
Tears
Time
Confusion
Hurt feelings
Scarify
I'd do it
Again.
I would
Follow you
Need you
Want you
Desire you
Crave you
Breathe you
Seek you
Love you
Beg you
To be mine
Again.
I surrender
If love is free


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Poem 5:48 am

I realized how I need you

You become my rock

The peace I yearn for

I need you to be 

Strong

A warrior

The Queen that

Sits high

Our love is

My Peace of mind

Allow my love 

To fit the 

Silhouette of

Your small

Chocolate frame

I breathe you

Inhale me

Believe in me

I've prophesied

To this very moment

Our being together 

Standing against

All Circumstances

And obstacles

Let our path

Lead to wholeness

The purity of truth

Love can last

Love can heal

Love is forever

Love is You

Love is Me

Love is Us

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Holding You In My Mind

Come closer
There in
The distant
Far away
Reaching
Grasping
Grabbing
Clutching
Unto
Memories
Recollections
Of us
Holding
Embracing
Enfolding
Clasping
In Our
Emotional
Sentiment
While
We
Bask
Bath
Glorify
And
Relish
In the
Sweatiness
Of our love making
Screaming
Moaning
Whisper
Sweet
I love yous
As we extend
Our desired
Ecstasy
I miss you
Holding
Embracing
Enfolding
Clasping
In Our
Emotional
Sentiment
While
We
Scream
Moan
Whisper
Sweet
I love yous
As we extend
Our desired
Ecstasy
I miss you
Holding you
in my soul
Folding you
in
My heart
As I
Waste time
Making
Beautiful
Memories
of Us
while
You're
Away


Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker

After All this Time

She still says
I'm pretty
As I
Grow old
Gray hairs
Wrinkles form
Weight gain
Job pains
She touches
Me
Faded dreams
As it seems
I'm exhausted
Sadness flows
On it goes
You caught it
I'm her favorite
Thing
Still her
Long lost
Dream.
Still
Years go by
Good mornings
Good byes
Catapillars
To
Butterflies
The smell of her
Makes me high
She loves me
And
I love her
Still
After all
This time

Deborah R. Shaw

Be Good To You

Today I spent the day pampering myself. I gave myself a manicure and pedicure I shave my legs I did my eyebrows,along with lining my hair I was just good to me.

I look and feel fabulous 

Oh and you're welcome

Not giving autographs till Tuesday.