Avil

January 28, 2018
12:30 pm

Avil

Every step seems tragic
wanting to begin again
dreamy nights
the fresh of flowers
blooming between raptures
reflection echcoing like kismet

every step

written in latibule
thoughts run from petrichor
hearts beg for illecebrous kalon

every step

wishes becomes hopeful desires
the awakening after sunshowers
and

every step

tells a story
endless pruning
cultivating
dying and seeding

every step

sheds skin in seasons
with or without reason
life turns and turns

every step

becomes tragic and joy
solivagant journey to heal my soul
after salt has bleached the rocks
of my colored reality

Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Powerless

January 25, 2018
9:55 pm

Powerless

Who am I when
sand minmics softness of yesterday
the promise of reason,
clouds my victories and memories
of perfect days
As smiles disappear like earthquakes
shaking me with quiet tears
and thoughts of being erased.
Who am I when
moments become tortured hours
spent pretending time doesn't hurt
when I am who
I can no longer be
without you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Alexis

January 11, 2018
7:49 pm

Alexis

I sit broken
shattered pieces fill the sky
From dirt to the universe
I echo your name in the wind
I shall forever cry
to my earthly end

Archita

December 30, 2016
10: 18 pm

Archita

When you left
I heard stars
Weeping over Pluto
I saw seasons
reverse
And
Sand crawl beneath
the stained ocean
Screaming
As the wind turn
To
Hell's inferno moon
Yet
Love stayed
With me
Even after
The sun
Spoke in visions
Of
Tangled dances
Just before
The music died

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Lyrical

December 30, 2016
11:31pm

Lyrical

Moments
Throw draggers
Killing what was
And
Bullets race forward
Like lightning
Hitting
Destiny target
Exploding in series
As
It blast and shatters
Obstacles
Flying
With
Disappearing flight
I've been hit
Love is here

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Journey

December 31, 2016
9:43pm

Journey

Your love is
fresh grapes
marinating
across my lips
with the sweetest
taste of dark passion
salivating
through my mouth
leaving me
longing to fertilize
the soil
In your vineyard

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Indejah

December 31, 2016
10:27pm

Indejah

Temperature raising
The fireplace crackled as she slid closers
to me
I tastes every movement 
Because 
Tomorrow's not promised, but today is here
As the new year begins
The thought of you is entwined within the shelter of my mind
kisses banish like whispers
passion becomes tzedakah
And
Dreams manifest sunshine 
While 
Love genuflect 
at your feet

Deborah R. Shaw 
The Silent Stalker

Danielle

January 1, 2017
2:45 pm

Danielle

Closed
My eyes still see
Stars in your tears
The words no longer
Have meaning
You melted into me
Is that really beauty I see
The sound of your silence
Was deafening
As
I melted into you
Come speak with me
Come take my hand
Walk me
To the promise land
Greatness
Shall follow us

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Abandon Love

January 1, 2015

Abandon Love

Why does thy heart cry a thousand tears of losing 
The one that no longer loves me
You have shamed my soul of the emptiness it
Now holds
While my hand bleeds to embrace the love it once held so
Closely our breathing became even as we enjoyed the air
Share in our oneness together
My sleep no longer is peaceful without your pillow whispers.
Emotions broken and numb from unspoken silent in my wind
Without you I am blind to all beauty that lives upon the earth
I'm awaken lifeless in my thoughts
Only a rare moments of remembering
What my life was like when you were here beside me
Who will love me now, says my heart?
Thy heart is scattered, torn and bruised as it wonders
In the darkness of the dessert valley once known as my soul
As I sit
I can smell my ugly sorrow circling my body
My love has been stripped from my reach
As I begin this journey without the one who gave me thy joy
Courage shall be my guide
while I stumble to find acceptance between creases of your torn departure. 

My emotions shall recover to a new
Found interest
but my heart shall always belong to you.
Why does thy heart cry a thousand tears of losing
The one that no longer loves me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Linda B

January 10, 2017
10:28 pm

Linda B

And
Here it is
The dance falling like rain
kissing the earth
Here it is
this lyrical rescue
garnished in lavender skin
swaying to geborenheit
wrapped in a song
And
I taste the melody
written in your smile
feeding my temper
And
I sing
with rastrophiliopustrocity
clinking to the wind
while blue birds
whisper in winter
flavors of you
I can breathe again

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Inspiration

January 10, 2017
11:06 pm

Inspiration

I wish
I could hear the thoughts rumbling through your mind.
I wish
I could taste the sweetest of your heart
the passion of your soul
the dance in your eyes
As
you sing of love
And
blissful awakening
I wish love
would come
see me
for once

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Nadja

January 10, 2017
11: 52 pm

Nadja

I bleed rain
flooding this lifeless
soul
drenched
in
Lamented chaos
I flee to southern skies
discovering the storm
has me
Lost
And
Love's wrinkles
yields
through reflection's
in abandoned dust
As
Lyrical dreams
escapes my samota
leaving
breathless moments
like fall
in springtime
until
redamancy
finds me
I shall
bleed

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Danielle

January 12, 2017
3:08pm

Danielle

My
eyeliner draw pictures
In many colors
and
My lipstick
paints beautiful words
Yet
My Concealer makes
these lines invisible
But
Mascara can't stop
My rain

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Flora

Feburary 18, 2017
12:12pm

Flora

Pearls glitter with purpose
when hung with love on the neck
that smells of lavender's passion
And I hold you
Shimmering
as I adorn the one I love
convinced
I am no ordinary piece

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Tastic

February 18, 2017
1:31pm

Tastic

I awaken with sunshine
I inhale happiness
I exhale passion
and
stare in lyrical bliss
Your beautiful soul
Seeping through your
Quiet umbra
Sipping on peaceful morsels
Raining misty morning dew
After
Love has been made
Blended in sweet kisses
No one has ever loved me
like you do
and
The contrast of you or I
Becomes water
Diminishing the earth's thirst
Forevermore

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Mauricea

Feburary 19, 2014
11:26pm

Mauricea

I don't ever 
want to be free again
Now that I have
Been enslaved by 
My own 
Willingness 
To be 
In love 
With you
I want and need
To be held
Captive
By 
This never ending
Web of emotions
Surrounding 
My soul
Freedom can
Eluded my thoughts
If it mean 
Being without 
You
I shall build
A private prison 
Of tulips 
Around my heart
Just of you
A hostage
A captive
A prisoner 
Enslave me
Control me
Own me
This love I have
Is only
For you
Lock me up love

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Porsche

February 24, 2017
11:46 pm

Porsche

faded splendor
catches me consciously
unbalanced
beckoning the rain
erase sun filled memories
rivers of peppermint kisses
shuttering wishes
leaves me broken
with weary understanding
you had to go

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Constance

Februrary 24, 2017
8:25 pm

Constance

I sit uncomfortable
waiting...
anticipating
dancing with the sun
sweating...
nervously embracing
infatuated
love's divine...
as it shines
majestically
speaking quiet
lyrics
I'm in love
till
the whole world ends
I stand alone
waiting...
with immeasurable 
consent
acknowledging you
My composition
written in calliopean
daydreams
I sleep 
with abandon ataraxia
sailing
across the winds
waiting
to make sweet memories 
with you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Nameless

February 27, 2017
11:13pm

Nameless

Behind the mascara
there is esperance
quietly looming behind
the smear of black
finding its way back
to reclaim the condign place
between the sky
and my heart
where
love use to dwell

Deborah R. shaw
The Silent Stalker

Spring

February 28, 2017
11:11pm

Spring

I ache behind dark shadows
before dawn
I stand strong in crowds
searching for your voice
I breathe
but
I died when you left
muffle sounds
escape from my pillow
as I can no longer
hold lamented sorrow
bleeding from my soul
my heart
screams
and
screams
and
screams
and
I breathe
and
I die
and
I cry
and
I want to be with you
and
I miss you
and
I need you
but
you're not here
and I remember
Ice cream and laughter
and I laugh
because you were funny
and
I cry again
and
I scream again
and I
breathe again
and I
die again
because I miss you
again

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Narcissus

March 1, 2017
10:43 am

Narcissus

The kindness of dawn
wakes me with the delicate savor
of willow massaging my heart
Love has me smitten
Love has me spoony
exuding
my naked emotioal self
I'm alive
embracing
listening
tasting
this phenomenon
gift
I float
and take notes
with
the promise
of loving you
forever

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Quicksand

March 7, 2014
4:15pm

Quicksand

Your love is like quicksand
With every step I sink deeper
into your love
Your love is like
quicksand
Once you step in
It's almost impossible
To get out
As I wallow in the struggle to get free.
You bring me in closer
Grabbing at my very thought
Pulling me
Holding me
Capturing me
Your love is like
quicksand
Me fighting you
You craving me
I don't know what
To do
Cause I'm
Drowning
In quicksand
Up to my neck
No where to go
I'm about to choke
Your love is like
quicksand
I'm surrounded on all
Sides
I struggle
But I die
You love is
Like quicksand

Deborah R . Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Note 2:37am

March 7, 2014
2:37am

Love Note 2:37am

Dearest Love,

Your love melody plays
a symphony
of dancing waterfalls
in my heart
It rains
through my veins
never ending rivers
and
fresh water streams
Sing me a lullaby
filled me with your
Warm embrace.
And I will hum your lyrics
for all eternity

Your Orchestra

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Brenda

March 7, 2014
12:12am 

Brenda

Life would be better 
if
I'd unlock this jail
To 
my personal hell
That has consumed me for years
Surrounded by my ill little fears
Of being left alone
As I wait by the phone
For your next...
but
You didn't call
I stumble and fall 
Of the guilt of it all
Now you're gone with
My heart
Shattered broken in parts
Tiny bits and pieces 
Between 
every fold and creases
My 
Life would be better 
If 
I'd just written a good bye letter
I'd didn't know any better
So I gave you another chance
Cause I wanted to dance
With my one true love 
Instead you had other plans
to use your hands 
To explain the plans
love is pain
This is insane
Broken and stained
caught in this mess
shattered and yet
loving you still
As you beat me
to death
you're what I know
but
I have to go
so
I can be free
to love you 
forever
even when you didn't 
want me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Note

March 9, 2017

Dear Lover,

When you deny loving me, you do yourself a disservice.

Help yourself

Sincerely,
Your future

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Monty

March 9, 2017
6:57pm

Monty

My heart dances
with the sun
and
gives gray clouds lyrics
to sing
with the sky
and
the earth shakes
with poetic rhyme
in time
after time
and
suddenly
You appear
beautiful and kind
a ambrosial of heaven
raining mirabilia
between shadowed dreams
And
I breathe
unimaginable life into
my journey
of me loving you
while
destiny
changes me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Elayne

March 18, 2017
9:38 pm

Elayne

Your aroma appears
in my dreams
like sunrise
I'm shaking with anticipation
and
memories invade between
rain and winter
but
It doesn't make sense
yet
I understand
kisses are gifts
with
fairy-tale wishes
come true
and
Love makes you
feel perfect

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Freedom

March 19, 2017
2:47 am

Freedom

I am the quiet breeze
through an open window seeking refuge
in your eyes
touching the cimmerian space
with detrimental appeal
But
I am the hidden breeze
behind ugly mirrored images
masquerading as mascara pretty
disguised in white
You're my amaranthine
My today and tomorrow
Inhale the wind
I am here
You're not alone

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Names

March 20, 2014
12:17 pm

Love Names

Agape love
Sometimes love
Part time love
Midday love
Full time love
Wasted love
Midnight love
Desperate love
Life long love
Needy love
Hurting love
Everlasting love
Unconditional love

What's your love?

Own your love
Breathe in love
Share your love
Be love
I am love
That's my kind of love

Love

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Shaw

March 10, 2017
7:45 am

Shaw

I remember when the sun kissed you
beside the ocean
hypnotizing
My heart
I began to fly like a breeze through an open window
Love never felt so good until the seasons awakened me 

with the caress of your naked beauty bestirring my desires
I remember when contentment fell from the stars
sailing across the globe just to take refuge in the space you dwell
You are so beautiful
I deliquesce like the aroma of lavender upon your skin
Nightfall ensconces in silence comfort
waiting for your invitation
to dance in your eyes
as you sleep
the moon smiles
And
pluto screams with adorned whispers
as
daffodils envy purple tulips
because
they reflect the spirit of your soul
holding the wind hostage
in shaded shadows
while
po ushi vlubitsya
consumes my day

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Govie

March 22, 2017
11:22 pm

Govie

I was fronted on your smile
I was afraid to get wet
love makes me feel perfect
my hands scream with craving
while my lips remain sealed
my heart ached with sorrow
when the rain
washed you away

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Trilby

March 22, 2017
11:46 pm

Trilby

Written in black
Ashes are gratitudes
of memories
left behind
with the splendor
of twilight shimmering
from midnight
while rastrophilopustrocity
grabs my soul
as I stand
eyes wide open
in love with you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Gerald

March 23, 2017
12:15 am

Gerald

the line were scribbled
with the flavor of spring
my heart did a dance 
my soul began to sing
the lines were scribbled 
beautiful and divine
I looked with wonder
Believing 
this is my time
the lines were scribbled 
complete as the sun
With the words
I love you
So it is written 
So let it be done

Deborah R. Shaw 
The Silent Stalker

All in one

March 23, 2017
1:38 pm

Christine, Melissa, Kimberly
Jac Dee, David and Bernice

A linereads
When I saw you
I breathed life
and
I knew there was hope
in the world
I woke with clear vision
for you are my light
You touched me
and
Now I am anew
I cry out
releasing all that has me bound
because love
Summons me
to be free
And
I'm no quitter

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Otello

March 23, 2017
8:48 pm

Otello

Cry not for me
In despair 
For I have known love
thine eyes have seen heaven
amidst the erupted clouds
And yes
My heart bleeds 
a thousands oceans
to nourish the thirst 
of the earth's needs
for eternity
Love hath kept me warm
when life has tried
to freeze thy heart 
with its wicked wind
I no longer carry the burden
of livinng in sehnsucht
For I have loved you
with the magic of forever
the strength of mountains 
and
with the passion of
birthing the earth
built with sand
No, I say
cry not for me
because I have
known love

Deborah R. Shaw 
The Silent Stalker

Lynden

March 25, 2017
2:57 pm

Lynden

She spent most of her days
locked behind clear walls 
of delusional screams
talks of grandiose realities
her hell extremes 
crying and pleading 
from midday dreams
the yelling
the cursing
as she looked
at the sky
I hate you
I love you
indistinguishable highs
chained in her cell
truth with no key
Her soul was dying
with emotional destruction 
waiting to be free
from storms up above
All she ever wanted 
was to be accepted 
and loved

Deborah R. Shaw 
The Silent Stalker

Holly

March 26, 2017
12:47 pm

Holly

There is a heaven
I see when our eyes meet
You are the reason
happiness sings with
the sun
My soul says yes
with every breeze
while love
whispered softly
between my heart's desire
and destiny

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Erica

March 26, 2017
8:17 pm

Erica

I am so far 
from what I know how to be
you carry my thoughts 
every waking moment
Love has me 
Daze and dancing 
Bold and bound
with 
calculating courage
my heart can't explain 
Yet
I accept 
with pikit mata

Deborah R. Shaw 
The Silent Stalker

Ronald

March 26, 2017
9:38 pm

Ronald

My beloved media naranja
Everytime I kiss your lips
I see komorebi
lingering in your eyes
Your tender touch
leaves me geborgenheit
and intoxicatingly Kilig
You are my strength
holding my wind
breathing comfort
while I sleep
You're my beginning
And my end
That oozes
In my soul

I love you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Cheryl

March 27, 2017
11:17 am

Cheryl

The
rain became fragile
flowers began to cry
memories turn to ashes
while my flesh
crawled with lamented
fragments
leaving the sun
dancing from my heart
As
thorns pricked my soul
of its oneirataxia
while I wallow
in Liefdesveriet
forever

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Carmichael

March 27, 2017
7:52 pm

Carmichael

draw me a picture
with the color of sand
in between the desert
and the moon
Shades of infatuation
reflect smiles unseen
just as
the wind become intoxicated
with hypnotic movements
at the glance
And
I can't stop loving you
as
moments turn to ashes
the rain drowns
the tick tick
tick of
destiny's clock
reminding me
our time
has run out

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Anna

March 30, 2017
7:38 am

Anna

I fall in love
As the song plays
press repeat
and repeat
and I fall
and I fall
my love's on
repeat and repeat
with harmonic sound
spinning around
I press
repeat and repeat
loving you is a Symphony
with violins in the background
and I fall
and I fall
and press
repeat and repeat
and repeat
and repeat
Never wanting
the song to end
and I press
repeat

Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Daddy

March 31, 2017
9:39 am

Daddy

I silently miss you with hidden tears
in the dark.
On the days I can speak
or
write about my emotional agony
are the most painful.
I miss you dad.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Raquel

April 2, 2017
10: 43 pm

Raquel

Once,
love became tainted
Dejection plays to my soul
like sunrise
flowers hid thy pain
thereafter
blood departed from me
leaving dry memories
Where
Love had left its stain

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Carlos

April 4, 2017
10:32 pm

Carlos

when I don't feel like writing
I think of you
then I began to dream
and
I feel freedom
invading the space
inanition sometimes dwell
Yes
you bring flowers with
the smell of melodic sweetness
in the air
I breathe
And
fall prey to speak
boldly in all the colors
you paint across
my mind
And so
this my love
is my meager poem
saying
I have not lived
until you brought me
air
I have not loved
until you touched my soul
Yet
Your kisses are gifts
with fairy-tales wishes
Including your kiss
good-bye
when I don't
feel like writing
I think of you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Mohinderdeep

April 5, 2017
11:05 pm

Mohinderdeep

I listen to music
loud enough
to quiet the screams
of
tears falling from the moon
and soon
fire rages beneath earth
my thoughts overcrowded
clouds moving hazardous haste
with daze visual precision
as you gait
by love's ruins
I carelessly devised
through unwilling acceptance
of what my soul
needed to live
I can't breathe

Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker