Abandon Love

January 1, 2015

Abandon Love

Why does thy heart cry a thousand tears of losing 
The one that no longer loves me
You have shamed my soul of the emptiness it
Now holds
While my hand bleeds to embrace the love it once held so
Closely our breathing became even as we enjoyed the air
Share in our oneness together
My sleep no longer is peaceful without your pillow whispers.
Emotions broken and numb from unspoken silent in my wind
Without you I am blind to all beauty that lives upon the earth
I'm awaken lifeless in my thoughts
Only a rare moments of remembering
What my life was like when you were here beside me
Who will love me now, says my heart?
Thy heart is scattered, torn and bruised as it wonders
In the darkness of the dessert valley once known as my soul
As I sit
I can smell my ugly sorrow circling my body
My love has been stripped from my reach
As I begin this journey without the one who gave me thy joy
Courage shall be my guide
while I stumble to find acceptance between creases of your torn departure. 

My emotions shall recover to a new
Found interest
but my heart shall always belong to you.
Why does thy heart cry a thousand tears of losing
The one that no longer loves me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker