Ransom

April 20, 2018
9:09 am

Ransom

Unaware of possibilities
waiting beyond my decision
sliding with ease through my
unaware dreams
Blossoming before spring flowers
unaware the clouds had me suspended
until I sparkled with the stars
I was unaware of your magic
your strength pulling me
closer
unaware gravity had my soul
leaping beneath the sunrise
unleashing my desire to be
molded, stretched and torn
from what horror held me helpless
if I let go
unaware my sun would never rest
the breeze could caress my anxiety
And unaware
I become brand new
with you

Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker

J'ai

April 19,2018

10:26 pm

J'ai

When sand leaves with the breeze

I tremble like fluttering butterflies

just in time for spring to haunt my thoughts

I die with each moment

and live with this reaccuring nightmare

of you will never come home again

tears fall

my heart stalls

uneven rhythm keeping me aware

love no longer has a place

between the moments

we use to share

I miss you

Deborah R Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Samual ll

April 18, 2018
2:24 pm

Samual ll

How beautiful you are
I can hear your pain
yet, you stand strong
My chocolate dream
a king of among men
How beautiful you are
let my heart cry the tears
you will not
let me scream your horror
beneath squinted seams 
How beautiful you are
like nothing I've ever known
you bring honor to love
hidden in scattered pieces
healer to this earth
no one can own
How beautiful
you are

Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Diamond

April 12018

9:38 pm

Diamond

I write this anxiously

somehow feeling I won't have time enough

words leap from my mind

fear has me blind

and

I write anxiouxly

hoping

somwhow wishing

you'll see

how much I cling to your beauty

hypnotizing my every thought

I need you to breathe me

embrace my words

of love left behind

I write anxiously

anticapating and trusting

my love will

heal you

keep you

and

comfort you

knowing I

will always love you

now and until the end

anxiously I write

I love you

even after our time

Deborah R Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Kenya

April 1, 2018
3:23 pm

Kenya

My soul weeps 
I can no longer
bring you flowers
my eye seeks
the beauty I still love
My arms trimble 
to embrace you close
again
my ears hear the singing
of your voice echoing 
my name 
after the rain
tears stained pain
mixes with the air
leaving my heart
lamented and torn
bleeding joyful mememories
folded neatly between scattered
photographs
tired fingers begin to piece
frailed pieces of what left
my life ends and begins 
moments of confusion and triumph 
exultated memories beg me
to stay
times pleads for me to leave
your absence has numbed all
that was worth living
the aroma of clean ocean water
I knew is gone
summer doesn't matter
spring is never comes
fall turns colors
and 
winter's darkness has begun
you're the season who stole 
my sun

Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker