5:09 pm
Love Hurts #101
She rubs you like silk leaving you shattered like broken glass.
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Monday, August 31, 2015
Love Hurts #101
August 30, 2015
5:09 pm
Love Hurts #101
She rubs you like silk leaving you shattered like broken glass.
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
5:09 pm
Love Hurts #101
She rubs you like silk leaving you shattered like broken glass.
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Maybe...
August 30, 2015
9:54 pm
Maybe...
Maybe we'll grow
Maybe we'll flow
Maybe we'll dance
Maybe this romance
Maybe this time
Maybe you'll stay mine
Maybe our dreams
Won't be shadowed by stream
Maybe we'll whisper
Broken seams as I kiss her
Maybe you'll forgive
The past where it is
Maybe you'll blame
Everyone's not the same
Maybe we'll fly
Over the storm to the sky
Maybe we will
Maybe we won't
Ignore the negative
Forget the don'ts
Maybe I'll hold on
I'm losing my grip
Like an incomplete song
Maybe I'll cry
River crystal tears
Lamented heart goodbye
Maybe you're right
You're not worst the fight
Maybe I'm wrong
Maybe the pain to strong
Maybe I'm just foolish
Maybe you're just a wish
Maybe I'm not the one
Because maybe is indefinite
So maybe is never done
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
9:54 pm
Maybe...
Maybe we'll grow
Maybe we'll flow
Maybe we'll dance
Maybe this romance
Maybe this time
Maybe you'll stay mine
Maybe our dreams
Won't be shadowed by stream
Maybe we'll whisper
Broken seams as I kiss her
Maybe you'll forgive
The past where it is
Maybe you'll blame
Everyone's not the same
Maybe we'll fly
Over the storm to the sky
Maybe we will
Maybe we won't
Ignore the negative
Forget the don'ts
Maybe I'll hold on
I'm losing my grip
Like an incomplete song
Maybe I'll cry
River crystal tears
Lamented heart goodbye
Maybe you're right
You're not worst the fight
Maybe I'm wrong
Maybe the pain to strong
Maybe I'm just foolish
Maybe you're just a wish
Maybe I'm not the one
Because maybe is indefinite
So maybe is never done
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Thursday, August 27, 2015
You
August 27, 2015
8:05 am
You
You
You
And then
There's you
The scent of you
The beauty of you
And you
I love
I desire
I need
I breathe
It's you
No one else
You
And you
It's true
Just you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
8:05 am
You
You
You
And then
There's you
The scent of you
The beauty of you
And you
I love
I desire
I need
I breathe
It's you
No one else
You
And you
It's true
Just you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Tag You're It
August 27, 2015
11:17am
Tag You're It
Tag
You're it
It your turn
To dream
Caress
Hold
And
Take it
It's your turn
To be
Loved
Needed
Wanted
And
Kissed
It's your turn
To feel
Happy
Comforted
Smile
And
Complete
It's your turn
Embrace it
Crave it
Drink it
And
Wake up
In it
It's you're turn
For
Love
Tag
You're it
It's you're turn
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
11:17am
Tag You're It
Tag
You're it
It your turn
To dream
Caress
Hold
And
Take it
It's your turn
To be
Loved
Needed
Wanted
And
Kissed
It's your turn
To feel
Happy
Comforted
Smile
And
Complete
It's your turn
Embrace it
Crave it
Drink it
And
Wake up
In it
It's you're turn
For
Love
Tag
You're it
It's you're turn
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Thinking Forever
August 27, 2015
3:19 pm
Thinking Forever
I've been thinking about forever
Of what is to be
That has not become
Yet
The wind stands still
Letting me breathe the air
That was meant to be
I've been thinking about forever
As love has me singing
You in the marrow of my soul
Thinking about forever
With the sound of your voice
I dance
And
Dance
Thinking about forever
With you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
3:19 pm
Thinking Forever
I've been thinking about forever
Of what is to be
That has not become
Yet
The wind stands still
Letting me breathe the air
That was meant to be
I've been thinking about forever
As love has me singing
You in the marrow of my soul
Thinking about forever
With the sound of your voice
I dance
And
Dance
Thinking about forever
With you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Sunday, August 23, 2015
My Intentions
August 23, 2015
12:22 pm
My intentions
Let it feel the comforts of laying down in clouds and hearing the concertos of a hummingbird whispers as it sings at early dawn
I want to give you the illusion of love caressing your skin while I create this magical dream of you and I hand in hand laughing as the breeze tickles our feet along the shore
Come
Allow me to hold you in the beginning of spring while cherry blossoms show us how beautiful we can spread of love to each other
Let's take this ride of steamed perfect summers climbing through evergreen forests and white sand beaches.
Kiss me when fall appears as the colors paint new moments remembered
As we splash this canvas with passion
Make love to me under the shaded window covered in snow as the screams and subdued moans leak from my pillows
I maintain the ideal of you needing to be a wiling hostage in this crisis for love
The appeal to be held captive as I fight to keep you
My intentions are you
With every thought that passes in me
Let my thoughts be of how I can love you more
With every movement I make
Let each step to bring me closer to you
With every touch
With every song
I yearn for you to be there
Let my intentions be the reality my steps reflect
As I walk in love with you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Monday, August 17, 2015
(Unhealthy Love) My My My
August 17, 2015
8:15 am
(Unhealthy Love)
My My My
My hands are weary
From caressing your distant memories covered in window
Pained glass.
My ears are numb hearing the
Thunderstorm in the heartache of your cry
My back carries the loaded bags
Stuffed with mangled dreams and twisted thoughts down the road to nowhere.
My eye bleed from the blind side blows to the gut and face pretending can't erase black and blue of you
My My My,
What type of life
You live
Where we learn to forgive
And
Ignore
The core
Of your own needs
Your mental abyss
Crowded with secret hells
Deplorable smells
As you regurgitate the pits
Of what was your
Loving relationship
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
8:15 am
(Unhealthy Love)
My My My
My hands are weary
From caressing your distant memories covered in window
Pained glass.
My ears are numb hearing the
Thunderstorm in the heartache of your cry
My back carries the loaded bags
Stuffed with mangled dreams and twisted thoughts down the road to nowhere.
My eye bleed from the blind side blows to the gut and face pretending can't erase black and blue of you
My My My,
What type of life
You live
Where we learn to forgive
And
Ignore
The core
Of your own needs
Your mental abyss
Crowded with secret hells
Deplorable smells
As you regurgitate the pits
Of what was your
Loving relationship
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Sunday, August 16, 2015
Lowry & Penn
August 15, 2015
12:37
(Love on the Corner)
Lowry & Penn
There you were
I was captivatingly dizzy
By your voice
The tone was bold and gentle
As you spoke
I was hooked on you every word
Drowning in your seasoned poetry
I became Embarrassed,
The rain my eyes
I Couldn't conceal
I turned way
Tried to collect my thoughts
But it was to late
I had become your prisoner
Of your mental entrapment
As the words chained me
To the streets
Of
Lowry and Penn
Where sin is heaven
And
Heaven is often a state
Of drunken shouts
And poor black babies
Crying
I see you through my blurred filled eyes
The
Beauty
Hope and Understanding
Melts my fears
As I shackle my heart
To your aroma
Blowing in the wind
Across my face
I'm down for you
Hold me with your whispers
As I grab your hand
Together
On the corner
Of
Lowry and Penn
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
12:37
(Love on the Corner)
Lowry & Penn
There you were
I was captivatingly dizzy
By your voice
The tone was bold and gentle
As you spoke
I was hooked on you every word
Drowning in your seasoned poetry
I became Embarrassed,
The rain my eyes
I Couldn't conceal
I turned way
Tried to collect my thoughts
But it was to late
I had become your prisoner
Of your mental entrapment
As the words chained me
To the streets
Of
Lowry and Penn
Where sin is heaven
And
Heaven is often a state
Of drunken shouts
And poor black babies
Crying
I see you through my blurred filled eyes
The
Beauty
Hope and Understanding
Melts my fears
As I shackle my heart
To your aroma
Blowing in the wind
Across my face
I'm down for you
Hold me with your whispers
As I grab your hand
Together
On the corner
Of
Lowry and Penn
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Proposal Note
August 16, 2015
Proposal Note
My eye sees your youth
Holding my hand as we embark on a new chapter of our love affair. My heart cries of happiness while we sit on the porch.
You are the suntan covering my skin when the clouds appear.
You have become the apostrophe in my sentence. The period in my paragraph. My book would be pointless and without meaning.
My prologue rhythm less
My Author's note without lyrics
Table of contents lacking sunlight
My epilogue blind
You're my microphone to sing
The music to this write
The steps in my dance
With this note
May I ask
Would you be my life?
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
My Habit
August 16, 2015
9:46 AM
My Habit
All the color mixed
Together become you
All the horns howling
In the background of my sunrise
Reflect your shadow
All the ignited fires bursting
Like a holiday celebration
Comes in recognition
Of your light
All the bravery leaks in
With the courage of your
Undying decisions to be
Here
As our dirty secrets expose
Our humanness
All the dreams created out of hope
Let's me ride
This black existence
Purging reasons why I
Still breathe life
You
All of you
Your rawness
Your desire
That emotional yearning
Has me hostage
In your love
I lived you in my earthly soul
Today
Tomorrow
And
Each day
Since our first encounter
You're my habit
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Friday, August 14, 2015
Behind the cracked door
August 13, 2015
11:32 pm
Poetry Challenge
(Behind the Cracked Door)
There you are
Appearing lost in your satisfied thoughts while I peer through screened shadows between the cracks of the door.
Your beauty has me breathless
As I concentrate on the arch of your back as you sit poised in your ballerina's like state
I just want to be the breeze rolling against your skin as I kiss your tattoos
Let me lotion your mind with my contemplated wetness as I search to manipulate your every desire
Yes
I yearn for you
Your sparkle of light at midnight
Your softness as we kiss to the rising of the sun at dawn
You are my fantasy built out of this uncovered erotic allusion
I move in still silence
Waiting
For the day
That moment
You would be shaken
By my vibrating whispers
My emotional stares
As I pine for your love
Behind the shadows
Of the cracked door
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
11:32 pm
Poetry Challenge
(Behind the Cracked Door)
There you are
Appearing lost in your satisfied thoughts while I peer through screened shadows between the cracks of the door.
Your beauty has me breathless
As I concentrate on the arch of your back as you sit poised in your ballerina's like state
I just want to be the breeze rolling against your skin as I kiss your tattoos
Let me lotion your mind with my contemplated wetness as I search to manipulate your every desire
Yes
I yearn for you
Your sparkle of light at midnight
Your softness as we kiss to the rising of the sun at dawn
You are my fantasy built out of this uncovered erotic allusion
I move in still silence
Waiting
For the day
That moment
You would be shaken
By my vibrating whispers
My emotional stares
As I pine for your love
Behind the shadows
Of the cracked door
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
My View At The Window
August 14, 2015
8:27 am
My View at the Window
I inhale the air that stings my lungs and let's me know I'm alive.
And l
Run gayly free from the stains of pollution which tries to kill my mind
And
Holds me captive
I am a warrior
I fight each moment
Trudging through the fields
Of Hate
But
My soul rest in the clouds
Above the storm
I am a conqueror
I am love
In the face
Of poverty and greed
Thirst and disease
I am woman
I'm the earth
The water and the breeze
Suicide is never a choice
As you try to murder me
With words
With rape
With brutality
With images of pain
I am strong
I am a queen
A lioness
Without doubt
As I gaze out the window
To the roots of the tree
The sun removes all
All shadows
I see the reflection
Of me
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
8:27 am
My View at the Window
I inhale the air that stings my lungs and let's me know I'm alive.
And l
Run gayly free from the stains of pollution which tries to kill my mind
And
Holds me captive
I am a warrior
I fight each moment
Trudging through the fields
Of Hate
But
My soul rest in the clouds
Above the storm
I am a conqueror
I am love
In the face
Of poverty and greed
Thirst and disease
I am woman
I'm the earth
The water and the breeze
Suicide is never a choice
As you try to murder me
With words
With rape
With brutality
With images of pain
I am strong
I am a queen
A lioness
Without doubt
As I gaze out the window
To the roots of the tree
The sun removes all
All shadows
I see the reflection
Of me
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Can I follow You?
August 14, 2015
12:11 pm
Can I follow you?
I'm not the type to
Follow anything
But
From first sight
I wanted to
Follow you
Swallow you
Run my lips
Across your body
Just to say a few
Words
Maybe a noun
Three or four beautiful verbs
In your ears
Around your neck
Down your back
As I wipe away your tears
Am I blind and or a fool
For following my dreams
I see you to the moon
The joy and peace
In my afternoon
I follow with
Dedicated feet
As I travel this path
Visions of you and me
From the dessert to the sea
Flying high like an eagle
As I follow thee
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Tuesday, August 11, 2015
Destiny Explosion
August 11, 2015
Destiny Explosion
You and I
Meeting each other
The magic we share
Is complete harmony
We seem to know
Something
Is pulling us together
Two different worlds
Colliding in laughter
Reading our secret
Emotional journals
With our stares
Yes
Somehow we believe
We have become protégés
To each other's dreams
Carefully
Willingly
Kneadingly
As we weave
Our souls
To the universe
I quietly smile
Knowing
We are ticking
Time bombs
Waiting
To explode
Tic
Tic
Tic
BOOM
Let our love
Spread like
The oozing volcano
BOOM
Let our love
Flood
Like a tsunami
BOOM
Let our love
Blow like
A summer thunderstorm
Naturally
As it wipes out any doubt
In our path
Yes
You and I are
Destiny
On this journey
Of love
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Monday, August 10, 2015
Letting Go
August 10, 2015
Letting Go
Today I carry the burden
Of letting you free from my mind
Yet
My fist is tight with anguish.
Vision clouded with uncertainty
Shoulders tired from carrying you
Yet
I fight the battle for you over and over
In my mind
I want us to be whole
Free to wonder the earth
Breathing all it has to offer
Yet
You are broken
Peering through stained dreams
Of a caged mockingbird
Broken
I have to go now
Open arms
Eyes wide open
Fists un cinched
Today
I carry the burden
Which no longer
Buries me
And
Holds me hostage
To emptiness
Good bye love
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Time Dies
August 10, 2015
Time Dies
As I wipe this moment off my cheek
I'm drowning in seconds
As yesterday leaves me dying
Whispers of your voice
Disappearing on death ears
Time
Stands still to my photographs
Of us fading in sand storm memories
And I cry
The lament aches from my heart
While my soul seeks rekindle
It's sunrise
Day by day
I lips mouth the words in silent
The song-writings erased
Time
Passes through my fingertips
While your shadow escapes
In fitted sheets
Your time has spoken
As my time dies.
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Friday, August 7, 2015
And...
August 7, 2015
7:20 am
And...
Here and now
You tease me with your mind
And
I lick the words off your lips
And
Write them across my heart
And
You hold me in your arms
And
I fold my love in a moonlit star
And
Deliver it to your soul
And
You say you love me
And
I create a dream of us
And
I hold them hostage till your next whisper
And
We shall love
And
Love
And
Live
And
Love
And...
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
7:20 am
And...
Here and now
You tease me with your mind
And
I lick the words off your lips
And
Write them across my heart
And
You hold me in your arms
And
I fold my love in a moonlit star
And
Deliver it to your soul
And
You say you love me
And
I create a dream of us
And
I hold them hostage till your next whisper
And
We shall love
And
Love
And
Live
And
Love
And...
Deborah R Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Whatever It Takes
July, 11, 2015
Whatever it takes
I'm going out of the way
I'm going that extra mile
I'm crossing bridges
I'm swimming oceans
I'm climbing mountains
I'm gathering clouds
I'm making ground
I'm making moves
I mean
I'm willing to shake the earth
If that's what it takes
To be with you
Whatever it takes
You're my dream
You're my song
You're my today
You're my future
The dance under my feet
Just say yes
I'll do
Whatever it takes
I love you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Whatever it takes
I'm going out of the way
I'm going that extra mile
I'm crossing bridges
I'm swimming oceans
I'm climbing mountains
I'm gathering clouds
I'm making ground
I'm making moves
I mean
I'm willing to shake the earth
If that's what it takes
To be with you
Whatever it takes
You're my dream
You're my song
You're my today
You're my future
The dance under my feet
Just say yes
I'll do
Whatever it takes
I love you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Changing Faces
July 28, 2015
5:15 pm
Changing Faces
The many faces
I wear
Bursting from my
Fragile heart
Scratching my emotional
Yearning to be whole
My black face
My lost face
My woman face
My childless face
My scar face
My struggle face
My pain face
My gay face
My acceptance face
My sleepless face
Hoping there is really
A God face
My old face
Bleeding to breathe
As I shout to the universe
I belong here
As I cry
From the
Changing faces
In me
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
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