Emotional Mind

July 22, 2015
10:34 am

Emotional Mind

I listen to you speak
It's like
Sexy
Sultry
It makes me
Reach that peak
Your laugh
And that smile
That glow in your
eyes
You say to my
Surprise
Is
Me
I'm stuck
On you
I'm glued
To your
Emotional mind
That spirit
I hear
Singing To
My soul
That raw
Uncensored
Love
You decided
To ignite
In my heart
Yeah
I love that
About you
I'm smitten
I'm hooked
Let write
A book
Of you
And I
Call it
We
Or Us
Together
And
Create memories
Of our
Happy
Ever
After
Yes
I'm blown away
By your
Spiritual display
Unconditional
Naked
And
Raw understanding
The pure
Innocence
Of your
Body language
As we
Play
This
Narrative
To this place
Called
Love

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Just passing through

July 26, 2015
8:14 pm

Just Passing Through

I didn't realize it
But I was mourning
My heart ached
My emotions numb
My head spinning
With a million thoughts
I was dizzy
I was stunned
Completely confused
Why did you have to go
I needed you
I breathe you
I wanted you
You were my forever
The sun in my heart
Still shines
As I speak your name
The whispers
Of your voice
Stains my ears
With the anonymous fire
That burns within me
But
You're gone
My tears fall
With a roaring thunder cry
Of blowing desert sand
My heart howls in the midnight
And screams at dawn
Come back
Come back
My hands beg to touch you
And
My vision appears cloudy
While the echo of your laughter
Fills this empty space
I call love
I thought you were forever
I thought you were the one
My dream come true
To my surprise a nightmare
You were only
Just passing Through

Deborah  R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Bohemian Heart

July 28, 2015
11:02 am

Bohemian Heart

It's to late
I can't take it back
I'm a Bohemian Heart
I love in colors of you
Written in white
Stained in black
My tears are clear
I bleed in red
Dream in purple
With Bohemian dreads
My love is pure
My loyalty in green
My courage is blue
With the colors I bring
I'm a Litterateur
Sunny and bright
Wake you up  in the morning
Be your blanket at night
Neon for you
Turquoise for me
Fly through the air
Bohemian free
Let's paint the world
With birds and trees
Framed it in love
Bohemian you
Bohemian me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

I Explode

July 20, 2015
11:47 am

My lips are silent to the
Serial killers
In blue glare
But my eyes see
The reality of mothers crying
From the lost of their sons and daughters
The murderous slaughter
I can smell the leftover
Stench
From the lynch
You pretend
And
Intent to
Disguise
With your lies
And pathetic
Alibis
I explode
I explode
I explode
But
This is not
The end
To my soul
You need to know
I will be here
In your face
I see your fear
Every hour
You legal cowards
You have no power
To ever stop me
I explode
I explode
I explode
I'm black
And I'm proud
I write loud
In this plight
To ignite
My right
To breathe
To have
To laugh
To talk
As I walk
This life
I explode
I explode
I explode
See me dreams
Taste me in your mouth
Feel me in the air
Strong and intense
Invisible like the wind
I explode
I explode
I explode

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

LaConda's Dream

July 21, 2015
7:58 am

LaConda's Dream

Lick me
Taste me
Read my thoughts
Chew on the flavor
Of me
In your mouth
Love me
Hug me
Hold me tight
Make me
Your meal today
Maybe for brunch
And
Your dinner Tonight
Feel me
Use me
Do what you will
I am your sickness
You are my pill
From dawn
To dust
With the color of orange
At sunset rust
Drums of my heart
Beat like the storm
Blow in the wind
Your soul has
Touched me
Now
I'm reborn
Lick me
Touch me
Eat my
Ice cream
This is
My Vision
My Fantasy
My one of a kind
My fingerprint inking
My
LaConda's dream

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Dedicated

July 21, 2015
10:14 am

Dedicated

Today I dedicate this day for you
I will breathe every new moment
And feel you in it.
I will let the wind caress my skin
And
Hold each minute with you
As I swim it your thoughts
I will admit it
I'm totally addicted
Involved
Convicted
Committed
To you
Today it's you
I cry
Because I love you
I want you to be here with me
Stay here
Live here
In my soul
So I
Dedicate
My life
I breathe today
To you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The Fiesta

July 21, 2015
4:11 pm

The Fiesta

Come just a bit closer
So I may feel the wetness
Of your soul quench my thirst
I have for you.
Let me sip the sprinkles
And
Drops
Leftover
As I swallow
The desires
Of your heart
I eat of the cake
You frosted
And baked
In my thoughts
Roll me in creme
Afternoon daydreams
With the stream
Of crisp
Apple pie
Al a mode
You are my Fiesta
Let me feast
On your love

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Why Love

July 1, 2015
4:40 pm
Why Love

I write about love
because
it's the only thing I know
It's the only thing I desire
I want to feel it on my skin
Make me whole inside heart
I yearn to wear it like sunshine
At dawn
Be warm in it like the
Stars adorning the moon
I don't write for him
I don't write for her.
I write for you
And only you
I want you to feel how wonderful
Love is
I need you to be
Naked in love
Bathe in love
Breathe love
Need love
Seek  Love
Want  love
Crave love
Yes
And be in Love
I'm in love
With love
And everything
About it
Love is healing
With the appeal
Of heaven on your lips
Embrace love
Let love
 Have you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Deborah's End

July 10, 2015
1:58 pm

Deborah's End

I can't stop touching you in my mind
I shudder at the magic I see in your eyes
My shadow seems decorated with beauty
As my thoughts are covered with
Blind visions of us
I have a tune in my head that sounds like you
I play it again
And
Again
Filling the room with dancing raindrops
While I waltz around the twilight moon
But I won't worry
This isn't love
Although the sealed pictures  cascaded with unspoken vows stamp across my photograph album
Butterflies flutter
Birds whistle
Stars wink at the possibilities of you and I building a lifetime of blissful memories
But I'm not worried
This isn't love
As I breathe the oxygen you exhale in the air
Giving me life and wonder
I can't wait for the day to end so l may
Hold onto all the residue of the magical happenings you have made whole
Sleeping silently in endless serenity I smell your sweet taste in my soul
Which brings me satisfaction and comfort
Yet
This isn't love
So I won't worry
I am drawn to you in colors
The yellows and purples
Brighten my emotional grays
As the hazed
Get me high
I fly
With you
But
This isn't love
So therefore
I'm not worried

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The Comparison

July 11, 2015
8:15 pm

The Comparison

I've done this before
This is familiar
This feels different
But
The same
I done this before
Not with you
But
Someone like you
I've done this before
Filling
This empty room
In my life
With someone like you
But
This time it's you
I've done this before
Dream
Dream this dream
About someone like you
But
This times the dream
Is you
I've done this before
I've wished
I've hope
Yeah
I've planned
But with someone like you
But
This time
This moment
This now
Without comparison
I'm sure
It's you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Untitled

July 13, 2015
7: 48 am

( Untitled )

Today I awoke to a breeze
This breeze seemed disillusive
And different
Yet
So familiar
It made me smile
As I glance away
From the mirror
I couldn't help
But
Look back
I see the shadow
Just beyond
The window
And there you were
Staring back at me
With your heart
Weaving your soft silk
Of pure ivory through my veins
I gasp
As the thought of
You finding my
Secret desires
Yes
I want to be held
Yes
I crave the tracing
Of fingers traveling
Across
My back and neck
Its all sensations
Of Love at each
Touch
I can taste the aroma
In the breeze
Melting like
A rushing
Waterfall
Off my skin
Today I can love
The breeze
Caressing my innermost
Thoughts
Clutching
Onto the life
I once knew
With you
As I feel
The breeze

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The Faucet

July 15, 2015
7:25 pm

The Faucet

I feel the sweat
Drip
Drop
Like a river
From my eyes
Splash
Splurge
As I purge
The love from
My sight
Drown
Sink
My heart broken
Torn
Lamented
Can't catch my breath
Deleted
Erased
Swimming in sorrow
Between a tornado
And
Exploding volcanoes
I
Wail
I
Cry
As my
Love
Flows
Down river
It's been say
It's been done
I'm engulfed
And
Swamped
With
Only the decorated
Memories
Drying
On my skin
I feel the sweat
Tattooed
And
Tainted
On my
Face
As my hands
Slip
And
Slide
In my grip
Of our
Once
Interwoven
Oneness
I bleed
The water
From
Soul
As I
Die
Inside
I sweat

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker