Wednesday, September 30, 2015

If You Only Knew

September  29, 2015
8:13 am

Poetry Challenge

If you only knew
Incomplete thoughts
Creep  in the space
You use to fill
With echoed memories
Crumbling walls fallimg
Like disappearing rain
Sleepless nights
Restless days
Wrapped in my fevered conscious
I run chasing dreams
Of us in deserted past
Forgetting
Your love feeds
Someone else's rainbow
My soul has changed
Like autumn leaves
Swirling in colors
Floating lifelessly
To unnourished soil
Breathless
I lay in folded coil
Dying

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Repeated Cry

September 29, 2015
1:37 pm

Repeated Cry

You cry
Like the lies that spill from your lips
I've seen both of them before
As my emotions beg you to stay
You're the one I adore
You cry
This time the lines blind my tears
from the ceiling of my heart to the floor
Sweeping my soul through quiet corridors
Yet
You cry
With unchanged thoughts
Blurred dreams
Stuttering conclusion
And
You cry
And
I love you
And
You lie again
You always come back
I'm not worried
And
You cry
I believe you again
It won't end
I'm broken-hearted
Counting my lamented sorrow
But
You cry
Like the lies you spill from your lips
You need me
I toss
I turn
With unrestrained love
And
You cry
I love you in gray
So I stay

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The Rain

September 22, 2015
5:48 pm

The Rain

You make me
Wet
With a drop
Of love
That has fallen
From your heart
Moisturizing
My dry existence
One drip of your passion
Washes my aching
Thirst
I'm drowning
With pleasure
At your touch
My body
Ignites with
Misty dew sprinkles
Exploding in the air
I bathe
In the river
Of your love
And if by chance
The sun
Ceases to shine again
I shall take comfort
In the cloud of your thunder
As I drip
With wetness
From your
Rain

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Recognition

September 19, 2015
6:11 pm

Love Recognition

I know
Love is real
Love is fun
Love for two
Love of one
Love is a flower
Love is a weed
Love is a root
That grows from a seed
Love is new
Love is old
Love is silent
Let love unfold
Love is an action
Love is a noun
Love is the lyrics
Written is sound
Love is clear
Free like the wind
Love could be you
If you let me in
Love is exciting
Love makes you sing
With drums with horns
Piano and strings
Love can live on
Love is right
Love is wrong
Love holds on
Love is strong
Love is forever
Love is gone

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Flawed Perfection

September 20, 2015
7:32 pm

Flawed Perfection

I don't want perfect
Or
Pretty
Or
New
I
Don't a fairy-tale
All wrapped in glitter
I want the perfect
Experience
Of do's  and don'ts
Arguments
And
Make up sex
I want perfectly flawed
Trying to improve
I need
Baby I want you
Please don't go
You're my best thing
I'm sorry
It was my ego
I don't want perfect
Or
Pretty
Or
New
I want someone
To grow with
Someone
Imperfect
Like you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

You Love Me

September 16, 2015
11:06 pm

You Love Me

You love me
like sunshine
Brightening my world
Like the first day of summer
I undress
Needing to feel your raze caressing my skin
Leaving me shaking and shivering at your touch
You love me
Like a photograph
Pasted in a picture frame
Sealed with a lick of delicious memories
Wavering on this emotional stillness
You love me
As
I get high from the euphoric fingerprints
Coloring my unfolded nakedness
And you love
And you love
And you
Whispered lyrical screams
Echoing
Endless kisses
Hands  reminiscing
Overdose Passion
As I catch my breath
You love me
Like
The midnight moon
Shooting stars
Blue deep oceans
The Red Sea
And
I come
I follow
The trail
Of ecstasy
You love me
From beginning to end
And again
And again
You love me
To Unconscious confession
Screaming
Streaming
Needing
Grabbing
Holding
I explode
I release
Myself to you
And
You love me
To sleep

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Quote #101

Quote #101

Nothing is more painful than a broken heart that still loves the very person was responsible for the pain.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The Killing

September 16, 2015
2:08 pm

The killing

Today my heart has been choked
Today my being has been beaten
Today I saw my soul running
Today I grew weary
And tired
Today the beautiful weed that threw
Between the cracks in the concrete
Was stomped
By the human
That once fell in love with the unusual
The uniqueness
Of love growing in the strangest
Places
How quickly beauty becomes the beast
You killed me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Unspoken Love

September 15, 2015
11:01 pm

Unspoken Love

I was busy
Being in love
Acting on love
Doing for love
Dreaming about love
Singing for love
Writing about love
Making plans
Holding hands
Good morning kisses
Good bye wishes
Wiping tears
Destroying fears
That I forgot
Do you the most
Important thing
While looking for the ring
You were leaving me
You returned your key
After all I went through
The Unspoken words
I love you
I failed to do

Deborah R. shaw
The Silent Stalker

Guarded Heart

September 15, 2015
10:12 pm

Guarded Heart

She guards her hearts
With angry flames
Not knowing she was
Burning the bridges
That leads the pathway
To her lover
Standing
In adorned yearning
On the other side.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

What If

September 14, 2015
10:28 pm

What If

What if
The shade of gray was happy
Sowing silver seams clouds
What if
the rain dripped blissful mornings
And
Promise filled intentions
What if
Happy ever after was now
And
Now never ends
What if
The boulevard met the Avenue
Connecting us like cemented dreams
What if
Secrets screamed out loud
And
The truths whispers like birds
What if
Words touched like music
And
Kisses hugged the soul
What if
You were me
And
I were you
Would you caress my tears
And
Wear my name
What if
Love was soil
Would you bury yourself in me
And
Water me with passion
What if
Come outside
Meant lay with me
And
Make memories of
What if
Forever

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Blocked

September 14, 2015
10:31 am

Blocked

You're heart has been
Battered
Bruised
Banged
Bullied
Bled
And Beaten
Into submission
of jaded memories
Pounding through
Your fragile mind
Regurgitate the fragments
Of love gone wrong
From your emotional past
Begging you are no longer
Worthy of Love's abyss
As you choke with taboo desires
You no longer have to be afraid
of clouds monitoring
The sun's delicious taste of life
Love is waiting
Yet
Cannot find you
If you cascade with masquerade dreams
Blocked by tantrums actions
Standing in your path

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
September 10, 2015
9:01 am

Wonder

I stared with wonder
at the beauty you hold within your blue black creamed stained statue.
You stand tall in balance with roots planted as the world mimics you
Tainted copies in unfolded dreams
With flattered filled hate
Hidden sheets to castrate
The skin of a race
And I wonder
How you courageously carry face with pride
I am in love with the blue of you repainting I can reach the sky
I am Love with your blackness symbolizing you  are the beginning of these regal shaded men people admirers and secretly aspire to become
As they hate and debate with dehumanizing rants of memories
Of whitewashing lies in series
To discount your history
Is still a mystery
And I wonder how
You stand resilient
And Bold
In extreme
To demean
The man
Of a king
As you brilliantly shine
With hope's devine
By written design
I wonder
How long
How you stay right
When the world says you're wrong
You remain strong
Through it all
You're my thunder
My partner for life
Onyx to my soul
My heaven on earth
Inca of truth
My Wonder

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Letter #101

September 10, 2015
8:00 am

Love Letter # 101

Dearest Love
You are the sweetness of heaven I see in my life right at this moment.
My hands can't wait to caress the colors of your rainbow after nourishing your summer rain showers
Allow me to crave each molecule spent within your company
I seek the innermost part of you no one has ever discovered because you have become my reason
My voice
My thoughts
And my day
I sit and wait for this emotional high to reach you in this letter as my thoughts stay hungry for only you

Sincerely yours

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Reflections

September 6, 2015
2:45 pm

Reflection

I looked in the mirror today
And for the first time
I saw you
I thought
How beautiful you were
It caught me by surprise
I was looking at me
And
You were standing there
Staring back at me
But
It was me
I always knew you were beautiful
I brag about it all the time
Even now
You are the most beautiful
Woman I have ever seen
No one can compare
To you
For the first time
I saw you in me
And it made me cry
I now knew
The beauty in me
Came from you
And
I was beautiful too
I love you

Your daughter Debbie

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love's Uncomplicated

August 5, 2015
12:35 pm

Love Uncomplicated

Most days
I love you simple
Free and easy
A smile
A kiss
That moment
I see that sparkle
In your eyes
When you look at me
I fall in love again
No words to speak
Just the emotions
Communicating through silents
Filling the air with love
Simple love
Easy love
Then it happens
The words and verbs
Start to spill from Our lips
With entangled twist
Adjectives where love is dismissed
Sounds of your nouns make me sick
Love is simple
Haven't you heard
A dance
And song
Make love all night long
Love is simple
Don't read into it
Love is simple
It doesn't need a fix
Love is a morning
I wake up to you
Love is midnight
Full of surprises
No hidden thoughts
Or disguises
Love is simple
So easily debated
Love is healing
When Love's Uncomplicated

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Shattered Dreams

August 3, 2015
9:50 pm

Shattered Dreams

My lips drip with clear silence as thunderstorms rage though my emotional destruction
Devouring pieces and morsels of you left behind
I still hunger for this jagged romantic hell
while I chew from the leftover cactus Pricking my wounded heart
I reach for my oasis hoping to wash residue covering my soul you left dry
Once upon a time it was a fairy-tale come true
Lovingly I followed you to the path of meaningless mirages and hopeless wonders
I choke with agonizing thirst from shame as I discovered you didn't love me
Yet
I still loved you
Now, I lay bleeding from the raze of your memory  turning into bitter ashes of my shattered dreams

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Note #101

September 3, 2015
7:38 pm

Love Note #101

I wanted to write something beautiful
So I engraved your love across my heart.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love's Precision

September 3, 2015
8:08 am

Love's Precision

I have seen beauty before
But not like this
I have been touched by gentleness
But no one have has ever touch my soul
I have seen clouds move
But never as elegant to you walking into a room
I have seen the sun shines
But you bring light to my day
I have heard music
But never the lyrics until your voice sang to me
I have felt the breeze
But never with the touch of fingertips that make me shiver
I see life
But never the vision of rainbowed skys before the rain
I have made many decisions
But never with such determination
Until I was caught trapped in your
Love's Precision

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Note

September 2, 2015
5:54 pm

Love Note

Dearest Love

The taste of lemon drop and summer's breeze reminds me of our first kiss. I now lick this memory from my lips as thoughts of you dance across my mind.
The sweet photo of you stain my pallet with delicious moments to come.
I love you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker