Beast of Burden

Beast of Burden

I'm your beast of burden
Clawing my way back to you
Peg'n and plead'n
Didn't mean to a burden
Sacheting in the club
While you're at home hurt'n

This couldn't be the end

I'm your beast of burden
Excuse my delusional lies

As I wear the disguise
I fall to my feet, I realize 
I'm your breast of burden 

This was my last chance

No more can I have this dance

Emotions lost, so lost the entrance 

I'm your beast of burden

Didn't mean to call you bitch

Treat you like my In the meantime chick

This is the worse movie flick

My clock stopped no more tick tick

I'm your beast of burden

Lost in my grandiose ego

Country song that hit zero

On my baby grand piano

I'm your beast of burden

In me you said you would alway believe

My chest is heaving and I can't breathe

As my heart walks out the door with ease

Minus the beast of burden and leaves

Good bye

Beast of Burden

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Being beautiful never fades.
Only the memory of being beautiful does.

Your Poet

Your Poet

Let me be your poet
Let me write you this note
Words to let you know it
Note to make you float

Let me be your poet
That perfect melody to play
The lyrics and rhythm
To make your heart sway

Let me be your poet
I can tattoo your skin
Write word in the sky
To let my love in

Let me be your poet
Just for one day
Let me be your tomorrow
I'll even take yesterday

Let me be your poet
The magician your seek
With one wave of my pen
Now you reaching your peek

Let me be your poet
I promise to be strong
Words to dry your eyes
Put happy in your
Sad love song

Let my be your poet
Let me remove your fears
Let me erase the past
Let me create your new
Love is right here

Let me be your poet
Your one and only
Words that you rhyme
Words to make to crave me

Let me be your poet
My lover, my companion and friend
Let me be your poet
Now and forever
To the end

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Fein'n

Dear Baby,

I'm fein'n  

Shake'n

Get off me

crawl'n and ball'n

What have I got myself in

Freak'n as I'm ink'n

Sweat'n and  stink'n

Love's got me sin'n

Sign

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Weary and Exhausted

I grow weary
I'm exhausted
Yet
I can't stop
Needing you
Caught in your web
I struggle
Secretly desiring
You to fill me
Your venomous sting

I grow weary
I'm exhausted
I'm convicted
I'm addicted
In you

I grow weary
I'm exhausted
Running
Hiding
Leaving a trail
Of my scent behind
Catch me

I'm exhausted
And I grow weary

Hoping you won't
Forget me
I keep wondering
In the twilight
Why you

You got me
Weary and exhausted
where I want to be

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Open Window

Open Window

Let's look back
But a day or two
To the beginning
Just me and you
The

window was close
It was plain to see
With a sound
Of your whisper
I knew you
Have me
There's no reason
To doubt
You already know
With just your whisper
You open my window


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

My Thoughts # 2

Kissing you is a start
Spread  your eagle's wings
Let's take flight.
Soaring across the sky
As I engulp you
In my soul.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

My Thoughts#1

Sometimes my words are quiet like a dream.
My mind is clouded as it shines
With the thoughts of you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

All I Know Is

All I Know Is

Love is in the air....

Take my hand..

If you dare

When it's coming

I don't know where

All I know is

Love is in the air

Don't run from it 

If you care

All I know is 

Love is in the air

Disguise in lust

Or side love affair

All I know is 

Love is I the air

Love can bring peace

Love can make you cold

I do declare

All I know is

Love is in the air

So gather your heart and soul

And emotions too

All I know is

There is a love for you

Love is heavy

Love is tall

Love is short

Let's all have a ball

Love is smooth

Love is hell

Love can make you

Go to Jail

Love is you

Love is me

Love is healing

Love can make you free

Love is blind

Love will make you stare

All I know is

Love is in the air.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

The U-turn

The U-turn

Love has a way twisting you

Bending you

And again to burn

As you yearn

To turn

And find it sharing

You back in the face

Saying I have come

For you again

There's no end

It's been told

As it unfolds

Winters of cold

Hot summer day

Picnic on Saturdays 

I welcome you 

Again

Deborah R. Shaw

Th e Silent Stalker

Let It Be You

Let It Be You

I'm sleepy

I need to hear the beating of your heart 

As I rest my head upon your chest. 

Let it be you, my Darling

Hold me while I sleep 

I shall dream of you till dawn

Caressing my thoughts as I stroke your back

Holding me tight.

I need your warmth

Let it be you, my Darling

Let it be you

Embrace me until we begin to breathe as one

Whole

The two of us entangled in love

Let it be you, my darling

Let it be you

Let this be

You

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Beautiful Today

Beautiful  Today

I don't feel beautiful today

I love me
I hate me
The confusion inside
I can't any peace

I don't feel beautiful today

Some love me
Others rape me
I'm all that I've got
So don't try and sway me

I don't feel beautiful today

The sky is clear, with no clouds of gray
My mind is made up
I don't care what you say

I don't feel beautiful today

Your words are too kind
But my eyes have gone blind
And at the same time

I don't feel Ugly today

When I look in the mirror
My silent little horror
I SCEARM form the torture

I don't feel beautiful today

Surrounded by people
As I cripple these side notes
The shame and disgrace
With a smile on my face

I don't feel beautiful today

Scrattered and lost

Battered and bruised

Pain is the cost

Bleeding as I ooze.

I don't feel beautiful today

Tired and weak

My beauty is all you see

My struggle is real

As I fight to be free

I don't feel beautiful today

Reach for glory 

things will get better

Says my head to my heart

as I tattoo this letter

I don't feel beautiful today

There's still hope for tomorrow 

Can you help heal my sorrow

In my hell do I wallow

Heart empty and hallow

I don't feel beautiful today

Deborah R. Shawn

The Silent Stalker

Book To Your Alphabet

Book To Your Alphabet

I hear
I vision
I smell
I taste
I touch
I appreciate 
I berate
I captivate
I delicate 
I effectuate 
I fluctuate 
I gyrate
I hesitate
I intoxicate
I justify
I kiss
I luxuriate 
I masturbate
I narrate
I overstate
I perpetuate
Quietly
Stimulating
Tenaciously
Under
Vemonous
Xenos
Zingare 
Stalking your shadow
As you dance through 
The alphabet fantasy

I read your every line
Across the pages I saved
Awaiting
You appearance
I worded you before our
Destiny ever met

It was meant to be
Nouns for you 
Verbs of us
Book of our love
Engraved in me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

If I were

If I were not me
Would I still be free
To have the love I see

If I captivate you
Infatuate you
Would it dry your eyes
And turn your gray
Skies to blue

If were not me
Could I write  our journey
That would last for eternity

If I were not me
Would you be there

Would you 

Could you

If you dare

If time was different
Would I be your interest

Would I be your knight
Would You be my princess

If I had the answers
I'd use all the nouns
And verbs to
Make you a dancer

If  life was easier
Would You believe you were prettier

I said you were beautiful 
With a bomb ass figure

If You were mine
Would you sip me
Like you favorite wine
I picked from your vine

If I were your dream come true
Would I be your thing to do
Fly through the sky

Swim the ocean so blue

If I were not me

I would love you again

My world wind love affair

From beginning to end

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker 

Love's fury

I awoke with you on my mind
Like a sentimental love song
The perfect rhythm to my rhyme

I need you
I want you
I miss you
My heart says not too

Caressing my every thought
Flowing and blowing
Like a summer dress
I just brought

I desire you
I abhor your
I need you
What am I to do?

Loving you is my crime
Crowding my every dream
Locked in my inferno cell
Doing the time

I adore you
Just to hate you
I need you
I don't want too

Your love is my sickness
You're the drug to my weakness
Crippled and paralyzed, Ive been afflicted
Caught in your trap
I'm addicted

I love you
And I despise you
I need you
But I don't want too

The trial is done
The deliberations have begun
It's in the hands of the jury
Waiting for the verdict
Of my Love's fury


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Mend My Heart

Mend My Heart

Putting my life
Back together
Without you

Torn pieces

Blank stares

Don't know 

What to do

I cry out loud
As my head starts
To scream

Love cut like
A knife
Blood running
Down stream

Someone shoot me
I dying
I can no longer
Breathe

What began with us
Has now become
A lonely me

True love is gone
Although I gave you my
heart and soul
Love fell apart but
The key to me
You still Hold

Will the pain of losing

You Ever stop 

Or should I

Let It just

Kill me now

Right on the spot

Wishing 

I were somebody

Cause I miss you

And I can't breathe

Is it just my mind

Or have I got a

Love sick disease

Feeling alone like

those abandon weeds

Numb in between 

Concrete as my

Broken Heart heaves

Tossing my tatterd

Bones into the fire

No more Am I the

One that you desire

All I can see is

My memory flash'n

The love of you and me

Turning to ashes

My ashes blow wild and far

In the air

I wave good-bye

To All these days

Lost Love affair 

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Come Closer

Come closer
Let me see you
Your flowers
And Lillie's
Your violet so blue
Come closer
Can I get a scent
Maybe a little hint
Of your body's desire
As set you on fire
Come closer
Till I feel you heart
Beating in rhythm
With mine
Forever in time
Come closer
Whispering
Don't give up
My heart's stuck
I need you to come closer
I live for your love
Floating higher the cloud above
Come closer
I want to enslave
Crave, invade
Captivate and devour you
Come closer
I can't get no rest
Losing my sleep
You're my one and only
This is getting to deep
Come closer
Give my love chance
May I have the last dance
As the music start to fades
Become my spiritual sage
Come closer
Ecstasy is our aroma
I'm in a coma
Drowning in the
Fantasy of you
Come closer
For peace and serenity
Love and tranquilly
Surrendering all of me
Come closer

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Didn't Choose Me

I love you forever
As night turns to dawn
The music as stopped
Our love song plays on
Your my silent love
It is plain to see
The point is mute
Cause after all
This time
You didn't
Choose me
From dawn
To dust
You have set
Me free


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

In Head Head # 204

Tonight  I remembered you clearly
It became vivid in my mind
I'm no longer blind


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

I Would

I would

Wear

Your love

Tattooed 

Across 

My soul

Between the creases

And the folds

I would 

Ink

Your beauty

In my memory

Not temporary

But for eternity

I would

Drown myself

In your 

Ocean

I laugh 

At the notion

I would 

Create

A pen 

That never runs

Dry

If did run out

I swear I would

Die

I would

Live everyday

So happy and gay

Loving you

Till I'm old
As my hair
Turns gray

I would
Love you
To the sun
Then to Mars
Across Jupiter
Landing  on
The stars

I would
I would

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Contemplation

Contemplation

I can
Love
Yet
Fear holds me hostage
Abandoning any hope
Of sharing me
I suppress all cravings
Or thoughts of jubilation
And glee
Gazing in the microscope
Sneering  at myself
Contemplating my
Emotional demise
Suicide
But
You walked
Into my life
Just
In time


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

I Sweat

I Sweat


I sweat
Everything I do
Seems to bring
Me back to you
I Sweat
Dripping from my heart
Pounding in rhythm
Lock inside my prison
I sweat
Soul to soul
InSync
Screaming
Let's me think
I sweat
As I cloud
My existence
Betrothed
In all your atoms
I sweat
I inhale
Excel
The tales of
You and I
Out loud
Viciously proud
I sweat
You
My love
My heart
My everything
I sweat
Without a touch
You're enough
You're the all
As I recall
I sweat
I breathe
I love
I freeze
Down to my knees
Blinded and crippled
As the sweat continues
To drip
Fall
Run
Flow
Rain
For you
I sweat

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

In My Head # 3

In My Head # 3

Honestly,

I want you to live me
In my head
Out loud

Forever

Love

Deborah

In My Head #1

In My Head #1

Sometimes I forget to remember what is.

 I forget to be beautiful or sexy.

 Or anything worthy of being looked at.

 Emotions sometimes tell us what we are not, rather than telling us what we actually are at the moment.

In my head

Love 

Deborah

In My Head #2

In My Head #2

I cannot give you me today if I am chained to a memory of what was yesterday.

In my head

Love 

Deborah 

Still Alive

I seem to say all these words on the paper today

But is hasn't been easy to know what to say

When you're kicked and battered and been thrown around

It's easy to pretend and look like a clown

The bruises gone but the scars are still here

Some days it's easy to walk through my fears

Other day it's pain in my ball of tears

Today I feel beautiful, but sometimes I feel ugly

The things I go through in the struggle to find me

It's not really clear what this journey I follow

Often I seek truth, but I'm human and hallow

With a toss of coin not knowing heads or tails

I hide between lies when I stumble and fail

But whatever it is I want you to know

This is my life and not a freak show

I will move pass the laughs, judgements And jeers

My soul has been renewed I say with a cheer

Standing alone I have learned to survive

I'm grateful and thankful

Life lessons and you didn't kill me

I'm  still standing and alive.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Can't stop

Can stop falling
In love with you
Don't throw me away
You're the one that
I've searched for
Each

and every day
I love you now
As I loved you
Then
I loved you before
This
Love affair ever began
I love you forever
Is what I promise
To be
As I breathe my last
Breath
I will love you for all
Eternity

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Alter ego

Alter Ego

Hear what I say
These words from my mouth
With the glam and  glitter
I'm black and I'm proud
As my tongue turns and twist
Of  my sweet fairy tails
The strength of a lion
I'm a beautiful female
Militant and strong
Is the I tribe to be
Or is just a façade
The alter ego in me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Hands of Time

Early morning 

I rise 

hesitant

To Greet my 

Sorrows of

Yesterday's tragedy

Overwhelmed

Praying it

Will dissipate

Into the air

As I Drink my 

Coffee in the 

Dark

My emotions

SCREAMS

Out loud

I have lost

My love

My Painted canvas

Of peace

On the screen

You have become

My favorite movie

Recorded memories

Torn apart

I ache

My soul cries 

Heart broken

Guess I reap

What I don't 

Know

If I could 

only turn back the 

Hands of time

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

A Moment in Love

A Moment In Love


It's okay to bite your lips
with the vision of me
next to you memorizing
every inch of your body
down to your finger print.
I'm a word specialist.
 You must always be prepare
My hands and mouth work in sync
surprising and tantalizing at the same time
Watch my words as I stroke your mind
Fill you up
Till you explode
Scratching my back
Whispering for me to
Take all that you are willing to give me
I want every piece of you
I'm greedy
Using my seven senses
To devour you
Until we
Lay
Exhausted from
Our seduction of
Lust, passion and love
You cuddle me closer
I wipe you face.
As dawn appears
We bask in
Our poetry we
Just made
Before the sleep
Catches us
Good night

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The Day After

The Day After


Folded to Nothing
Ink removed
From your paper
Erase me
Replace thee
I'm here alone
Still loving you
You betrayed me
Fading to black
My soul
Burning
Blowing
Away
Yesterday dedication
To me
The Day After
Raped from love
Today's Cremation

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

About you

I am

Loving 

Seeing 

Adoring 

Admiring 

Respecting 

Having 

Touching 

Breathing

Daydreaming 

Spoiling 

Marrying 

Staying 

Till the end

Because

I love you

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Paranoid

Feeling the emotions
Confused with the motions
You love me
Digging my grave
Chains lets you
Enslave
My Soul
I'm paranoid
But I can see
My captivtiy
Suffering
As I bask in
Your sea
Of craziness
Yet you love me
Paranoid
Fighting my
Hearts desire
Caught in
The fire
I burned
For you
Paranoid
Is my state
Of being
From what
I'm see'n
Delusions
Is my confusion
The stabs
Bruise'n and contusions
As bleed dying
I need an transfusion
Paranoid
Do I give in?
Let's just pretend
I don't need you
Your intrusion
In my life
Wasn't the conclusion
Paranoid
Slipping, running
Down stream
I cry
I and I scream
Reality sets
In
Bye bye love
It's the end
Paranoid

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

In the Dark

Sitting in the dark
With my thoughts
I hear screams
The cry for
Love
Agony shouting
Where can it be?
Will I find it?
Is there enough
Tears with fears
Of being
Abandon
As I wrap in
Emotions in the
Rapture
Wondering aimlessly
In the Dessert sun
Seeking my
Oasis
Sitting in the dark
Haunted by being
Pretty enough
Thin enough
Rich enough
As the list
Goes on
When am I ever
Going to be
Your love song
Sitting in the dark
Dreaming and scheming
Of my next love affair
The kiss on the lips
A day at the fair
Sitting in the dark
Waiting for the sun
To rise
The dawn of a new
Day
The darkness has
Gone
Imagining my love
on the way


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

A Time For Love

A Time for Love

I was
loving you
Then
Has you begin
To love me
Now
My heart
Cries in agony
We seem
To be fading
Drifting
Coasting
Right before
Our ever
Eyes
Disappearing
As this
Love song
Comes to
A end
From
Where
It
Began
Time
For
Love
Is
Now
The end

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

An Ocean of You

I drown

As I

Splash and sputter

To breathe 

Gasping and crashing

Against the rocks

Swallowing your

 Debris

Filling the lungs

The taste of

Your tongue

Covering

My body

Swimming

In your

Love

Floating

Slowly as

I see the sky

Above

You play

My mind

Body and soul 

Like a musical

Note

Waves

Of ecstasy

Flow through me

Moving and twisting 

Your ocean of you

Is pure

With my truth

No life jacket

Is needed

I want to drown 

In you

The Ocean of You

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

Sending You Me

Sending You Me

See 

Feel 

Create 

Want

Desire

Crave

Dream

Reach

For you 

In my words

Of love

And pain

Staying sain

Spitting my

Emotions

In a bottle 

Across the 

Ocean

Panicking 

As it washes 

Ashore

Sand at your

Feet

My amour

Sending 

You me.

Deborah R. Shaw

The Silent Stalker

You're Touching Me

You are touching me
Without using your hands
Filling my desires
I'm weak
Barely able to stand
You're touching me
Without saying a word
No nouns, adjectives
Or verbs
You're touching me
Captivating my soul
Shackled and sold
Is the vision I hold
You're touching me
With sound of your
Heart
Bound to you
I can never part
You're touching me
From beginning
To end
You're touching me
They scream our love
Is a sin
You're touching me
When I sleep
The clouds
The stars
Bringing me peace
You're touching me
Setting me on fire
I Can't help
But release to you
My every desire.
You're touching me
You're touching me
You're touching me
Touch me

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

I Crawl Back

I crawl back
Love works
And hurts
The sweetest
Love song
Gone wrong

I crawl back
As it heals
My last
Cry
For Another sad
Lullaby

I crawl Back
Love's
A kiss on
The cheek
The first time
We meet
The joy
And confusion
Love is
A delusion

I crawl back
For some more
My paramour
Cause it you
I adore
Love is sickness
And health
You need wealth
I am poor

I crawl back
With nothing
To give
Thinking I
Needed you
To live
I crawl back
To emptiness
And pain
And remorse
Knowing
Your were my source
Of  heaven
But received
Hell
The scene
Only yells
Don't crawl
Back
It is finished
It is done
Go find
Your  a gun
And shoot
To the moon
I Take back my
Heart
To Make a
Fresh start
I crawl back
To me
Damaged
And bruised
But refreshed
And renewed
Your love
No longer
Makes me
Blue
I crawl back
To
Life
Without
You

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Free

You are free. 
You always have been. 
You can go and fly high above the clouds. 
Jump
Your wings will not let you fall

I will see you among the stars
Love 

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Beautiful Liar

Beautiful Liar

The beautiful taste of your
Lips so fair
I promise to love you
I do
I swear
The smell of your body
All covered in lust
Imediately addicted
At the first touch
And when we make love
We shoot to the moon
And to mars
We land on Pluto
We end with the stars
You moan
I scream
We're both left with scars
My heart beats six times
The sound of light
The light seems dimmer
A warrior I will fight
Slipping through my hands
First the left
Now the right
You say don't lose hope
You turn out the light
Writing about you
Is how I cope
Day by day
I live here alone
Waiting for you
The Queen to my throne
You're my heartbeat
My sunset
My only desire
Or is this a dream
Of a
Beautiful Liar


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Home

Home

I have found many places to lay
I know but many places to play
I see many great places to pray
I have lived in many places
The castle to the shack
As I move on I look back
I have slept in many a house
some with windows and some without
Some were average and some well-known
Some were white, while others were black
Some were mixed in all in between
Others were tall, many are small and lean
Many are rented some are owned out of all of these houses

 I made your heart my home.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Imperfect Melody

This music has me
In a hypnotic state
As I romance
And fantasize
The how's
The whys
Of love
The ups
The downs
I'll be your
Clown
 They hurt you
You hurt me
 360 degree
Turn around
Is how it goes
Where it will stop
Nobody knows
They love you
And you love us
Caught in a
Love triangle
With my
Diamond
In the rough
The lyrics
I'm told
Will soon
A hold
Of my mind
And cure my soul
With every note
I become engrossed
The hotels
The schemes
The plot
As it thickens
Your love
Is my addiction
As it says
In the song
I got a
Love Jones
From here to the
Moon
My Sunday
Afternoon
As I begin to sing
My everything
My love triangle
The imperfect
Melody


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The One that Got Away

The One that Got Away


A burst of tears
To my surprise
Begin to fall
From
Those eyes
No word were
Said
The Silent
Good bye
It was the
Beginning
And the ending
A unspoken
Love Affair
Between you
And I
No words exchanged
Caution was needed
No heart to be broken
Yes, we both have
Succeeded
Not knowing our
Secrets would have
This effect
We talked
We messages
Never being direct
That day came
When I moved away
No more coffees
Or dinners
Then comes graduation day
And That when it hit me
Like a ton of bricks
The phone call in May
You were the one
That got away
The Quiet
Love story
Became clear
To see
The story
Untold
Was of
You and me
The One
That Got
Away


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Feeling Lost

Feeling Lost

I can't breathe
Without You
I could rip
The pieces
Of my heart
From my chest
Let the doctor
Implant them
In You
Just to be
Near You
Take Me
With You
I can't breathe
Without You
I know you
Care about
Me
I grow
Weary and fatigued
Worn and Sick
I'm Feeling Lost

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Let Freedom Ring

Let Freedom Ring


Let freedom ring
From my mouth
You are my
Love
Chained to
Fears
Strangled by your
Past
Lost in tomorrow
Let freedom ring
In your ears
Softly whispering
You free
To be loved
Deserving to be wanted
Enough to share
With the stars
And
Of course the sun
Let freedom ring
Through every vein
Throw away the
Pain
Surrender
Give up
Your doubts
Of emotions
Years of
Tears and
The notions
You'd ever get
What you
Desired and hoped
For
Your the one
That I adore
Let freedom ring
You're free to be
And receive what you
Need
Let freedom ring

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Shades of Your Beauty

Shades of Your Beauty


Your shades of beauty
Captivate
Motivate
Stunts
Baffles
Me
It turns and twist
My emotions
Like a tornado
Yet in the
Center I
See peace
Shades of your beauty
Binds and tortures
My soul
Your Innocent heart
Plagues
My own
I Long to have
And keep you
I cry at
The many colors
You express
Within you
I paint
You
Across
My canvas
Holding my
Breath
Sealing in your
Essence
Your shades of
Beauty
Paralyses
My craving
Of  seeing
Anyone else
Blinded by
The many visions
Of just you
Your shades
Of beauty
Is all I need

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

The Phone Call

Quiet spaces
Thinking of you
The phone call
My heart drops
It's you
My love
Small banter
Empty chatter
My head screams
I love you
Crying
I want you
Silents
Casual pleasantries
My soul reaches
For you
Crasping
Whispering
Yelling
Howling
Can't you our
Love go
Click
You can't
Hear me
I don't want to
Lose you again
The phone call
Ends

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Late Night Dreamin

Caressing my thoughts
Memory stained
Mind insane
Heart in rhythm
Waiting for my
Big incision
As my
Late night
Dreamin
You help me
Believe in the
Vision
I'm a different
Person
This love is
A perfect
Little version
Of me and you
Our love is
Another view
You're the Ocean
I'm a Volcano
We're in love
Missing you
Hear I go
Late night
Dreamin
Trying to wait
Holding on
To our fate
We' ll be as one
Shine bright with
The sun
Late night
Dreamin
Of
You


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker