Thursday, October 30, 2014

Love Note 8:07 am

Love Note 8:07 am Dear Beloved Every time I open my eyes, my skin shivers with uncontrollable delight of seeing you lying next to me. I want to blow you away in the gentle early morning breeze of this coming winter. Let me blind the clouds with the beauty that is you. Come share my love today I love you Deborah R. Shaw The Silent Stalker

I'm Here

I'm Here There's no need to be afraid I'm here Sliding under your fall Catching your weakness Comforting your pain I'm here Intertwined in the mix Of you I'm here When you don't feel worthy While you wait for the other Shoe to drop I'm here Holding you close Hush baby Don't cry I will never say goodbye To you Or to us I'm here When I don't see I can't leave your side I'm nothing without you I'm here Let me love you There's no need to be afraid My heart is the healing power You need Don't let go Open your eyes Wipe your tears Baby I'm here Deborah R. Shaw The Silent Stalker

Love Note 12:18 pm

Love Note 12:18 pm I want to love you I need to embrace you My soul is starving For your tender care I love you baby I miss your lips When I can't kiss you I crave the warmth Of your skin on mine I earnestly thirst for Your air in my lungs Heart bleeding as the Moments pass without you I'm in love with you Yesterday and today. I plant a garden In your soul Feeding you all Of me Let our love grow I want to want you I need you You are my world A love note to the one I adore Deborah R. Shaw The Silent Stalker

Wind

Wind I love you like the wind Free and clear Seeing right through you We soar high above the clouds Around the sun Only to touch the stars we Float pass neptune I love you like the wind Flowing in your soul Blowing enigmatic mind To the moon I love you like the wind Come soar with me Breathe me in I whisper your name In the Air Come fly with me I love you like the wind Deborah R. Shaw The Silent Stalker

The Mourning

The Mourning The death of our love Sits in the urn Upon the mantle Our ashes piled high Memories stained Filled with painted Pictures My aching sorrows Bleed beside me As I weep a thunderstorm Of tears I heart explodes like A earthquake Shaking my soul My world shivers With shattered pieces Waiting to be Wiped away Exhausted I still Occupy my thoughts With you I can't let go All these days Passing by fogged By faded dreams. Hopelessly anticipating The reincarnation of us. While reality set another Bouquet of flowers At the ending Of our Love story Deborah R. Shaw The Silent Stalker

I Woke Up

I Woke Up

I woke up to light
The sun shining bright
through closed eyes
I woke up to dreams
Becoming realities
I woke up to not
Being the first
But needing to be
The last
I woke up to the moon
Moving past the clouds
So I could watch the stars
I woke up to heaven
Living on the earth
I woke up to a home
Built in the heart of you
I woke up to passion
Feeling emotionally complete
I woke up to desire
Inhaling you in slowly
Hovering waiting for
Your next breath
I woke up to paradise
I woke up to joy
I woke up in heat
I woke up to wholeness
I woke up in love
I woke up
To you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Monday, October 27, 2014

With My Eyes Closed

With My Eyes Closed

With my eyes closed
I can feel you next to me
Breathing softly in my hear
With my eyes closed
I can see you blossom
As your love grows
With my eyes closed
I become blind
Yet
The beauty of you
I still see
With my eyes closed
Swim across the ocean
To share my passion
For you
With my eyes closed
I cry with joy for us
We have become
My world
My paradise
My hope and joy
My unyielding daydreams
With my eyes closed
I adore you
Care and crave you
With my eyes closed
My worries are few
My soul is safe
I want to need
Only the comforts
And unconditional
Love
That has arrived
When I met you
With my eyes closed

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Sunday, October 26, 2014

Unfinished

Unfinished

You are my beauty
And I were your beast
Nature is mine
Prowling for you
Is what I seek
Peeking through the trees
My hunger is mounting
As I sniff your air

Captured by your scent
My next big feast
Tonight the night
I shall have you
Striking in flight
Claws across your back
One bite and I trap you
Caught in my grip
As I rip
Through your fresh
The scream while I
Suck your breast
The sweet smell of you skin
Has me licking Your aroma
I can taste it in the words that you speak

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

I write

I write out of necessity
I write to unlock my hell
I write to stay well
I write about my pain
I write to keep from going insane
I write because of  love
I write to stay above
My own sublime intellect
The rope of ink tattooed
Around my neck.
I write to learn
I write to yearn
For more
To open and shut doors
And reach the core
Of my heart and your soul
I write
Because
The need
To bleed
To say
To spray
All that I see
Inside you and me
I write

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Monday, October 20, 2014

Untitled 11:47 pm

Untitled 11:47pm

Broken pieces
Empty spaces
Shatter dreams
On their faces
Beautiful hellos 
Tortured goodbyes 
Tattoos tears
Flow from their eyes
Fantasies filled
Reality gone
Restless minds
Bitterness has won
Past up front
Future behind
What about today
They don't have the time
Know your worth 
Sell your soul
Penny for thought
Wait for gold
Lies are hidden 
Signed and sealed
Truth are ignored
Often repealed 
Send in the clowns
Bring the balloons
Life a party
The perfect honeymoon 
Love is hard
Relationships are work
Love doesn't mater
When your heart is hurt
You blame me
I shame you
The baggage we carry
From the old to the new
Broken pieces everywhere
Empty spaces in the room
Nightmares for dreams
Faces like cartoons

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker 





My Thoughts Today

My Thoughts Today

I wanted to scream
I wanted to cry
Exit my feelings
Give my heart away
Not want to be me
You're gone
I want to be the one
I need to be her
I miss you so much
My soul breeds
I should be done
I should be over you
I should be moving on
But my thoughts keep
Coming back to you
After all these days
I thought of you
And I wept in silence
Without tears
Just my thoughts of you
Swimming around my mind
Drowning in sorrow
Today I thought about you
My soul went astray
Abandoned this shell
Leaving ashes of the past
With me
Loving you no more
I thought of you
Today

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Sunday, October 19, 2014

How I Love Thee

How I love thee

How do I love thee
From thy heart
Past thy soul
What can bring forth more joy than my beloved
I stand tall in the wake of your existence to life
How I adore the we of us
Your endearment comforts me
I loose my willingness to breathe
Surviving only on the pollination of your oxygen
I blossom as your flower
You are my garden
How I admire your gift of unending passion
You cover my body with the warmth of your scent
You love is the very best of me.
I dance with your shadow in the dark
Alone across the stars as I lay down on moon
How I love thee
From my heart
Past my soul

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Web Of You

Web of you

I'm intrigued by your design
You display the shape I've never seen
Wide a far I can almost see Utopia
Somehow you pull me closer
I gingerly move toward you
No knowing the mystery and magic
You have set before me
I creep yet closer
Wanting to fulfill the promise and need
I am now captured by
This  uncontrollable urged to get
Caught
Trapped
Entangled
In this web for love as I see it
As you move forward I become scared
I desire to run
But my feet somehow won't move
My heart beats in rhythm with your sway
That taunting stare while you crawl toward me
I wait stuck with anticipation
My body trembles
You, my heaven it's almost here
I expose myself to you
Knowing I no longer need to be free
Of you
I'm prepared
Complete and deserve you
My nakedness of emotions are finally
Ready for this extraordinary moment
As you cover me with your soul
And strike me with your venom
I hold on to you knowing
You are my last love
My only love
As I die in the web of you


Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker


Saturday, October 18, 2014

Bedtime Letter to my Unknown Love

Bedtime Letter to my Unknown Love

My beloved unknown
By the time you get this letter I will be already so deeply in love with you that my heart shall flutter until that moment we meet. I am doing all the preparations so I may be able to hold you in my soul past eternity. I desire to love you with every breath I breathe inhaling your heart beat so we may fly inSync with the wind. Let my eyes embrace your body for the times I unintentionally neglect you. May you understand I love you past your flaws and mistakes. I lay here in love with my partner, lover and best friend unknown. Yet I adore and need you here. The anticipation loving  you has me ecstatic with endless emotions. I welcome you to us and to interminable happiness. I will say good night and see you in my dreams again and again.
My bedtime letter to you before and after you get here.

I love you

Deborah R. Shaw
The SilentStalker

Lunch Break Bondage

Lunch Break Bondage

I have become
Chained
Shackled
Bounded
Tried
Cuffed
Because I'm in love
Willingly
I commit to you
I abandon anything
And anyone who
Would distract me
From you
I'm offended air coming
Between us except
When you exhale what
I would breathe in from you
I am willingly and cheerfully
Consenting to be connected
To only you
For I am in love with you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Nap Time

It's nap time
I can't close my eyes
I'm afraid I might neglect you
But you're not here
Yet
I have you tattooed in my vision
It's nap time
My body is weary
Tents from all that life has given me today
Yet
It's lays cold remembering only
How relaxed it becomes with your warmth beside me
It's nap time
My mind streams you over and over again
Playing like solo piano concerto.
It's nap time
As your voice whispers soft in my ears
Sweet chocolate dreams from the night before.
It's nap time
As I melt in this restless slumber
Pondering my next thought of you
I fantasies still flow from my emotions
It's nap time
And I love you in my unconscious state of mind.
It's nap time

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Friday, October 17, 2014

Tonight

Tonight

Tonight
We said goodbye
Tonight
I leave you with no words from my lips.
Tonight
I shall not write my thoughts on paper.
Tonight
I abandon any emotion feelings connected with you
Tonight
I surrender all of heart has to share.
Tonight
 without you my completeness gives nothing.
Tonight
I give in to the darkness which has captured me blind
Tonight
my lungs breathe dust from the leftover windstorm of what use to be us
Tonight
I cry yet another red sea as my heart flows with emptiness
Tonight
Of all nights I shall miss you the most
Tonight
I will remember all that we wanted, built, shared, and still ending with nothing.
Tonight
I still love you even as the moon hides in the shadows of the clouds
Tonight
I wanted to need you.
But tonight
You're gone

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Friday, October 10, 2014

In The Mood

In The Mood

Moonlight and Daydreams
Picnics and quiet evenings
Can we have a few
I'm in the mood for you
Fairytales and wonderlands
Flowers and honeybees
Winter spring
Summer and fall
Late nights and fantasies
I'm in the mood for you
Make love to the daylight
I more that I breathe
The more that I want
butterflies and Disneyland
I'm in the mood
Sweet hugs and quiet stares
Stolen kisses to the back of your neck
Whispering nasty little secrets to me
Let's go slow
Sounds of love in the air
I'm in the mood
For you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Love Babble

Love Babble

Love is easy
People make it hard
Walking around bitter
All emotionally charge
Holding unto baggage
Like you going on vacation
Spiritually battered
You can leave it behind
Now is what matters
Stop your bitch'n and moan'n
Love is there
If you hush the complain'n
Love is easy
Love ain't perfect
Weather the storm
And watch the gifts you get
Someone who loves you
Someone who cares
Day dreams can be fulfilled
Cause love is in the air.
Love is sweet
Love is kind
Get out of your way
And love will come
Just in time

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Evening Romance

Evening Romance

You are my
Dream of all dreams
My fantasies unexplored
My unknown gift
I shall adore
You're my
Sunrise and rain
My comfort in pain
Oh how I love you
Even when our Gray
Turns to blue
Hold me tight
And don't let go
I love you past forever
Just thought you
Should know

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Stalker's Delight

Stalker's Delight

Secretly I stalk you
In my mind
Craving more
Savory every morsel
Studying your walk
Admiring your beauty
You take my breath away
And I melt at the sound
of your voice
I need to be near you
If only for a moment
One second is like a lifetime
I can't wait to meet you
I love you already
You are my perfect love
My heart has already confirmed it
My soul sit patiently waiting
While I stalk you in my dreams

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Lunch Break Fairytale 1:08 pm

Lunch Break Fairytale 1:08 pm

I arrived at that moment
Seeing
pretty birds,
pretty people,
pretty days
Pretty you
Pretty me
I become
Invoked
Involved
Intrigued
Impaired
By your presence
You ooze
into my skin
And through
My soul
I want to share
The nakedness
Of my heart
With you.
As I daydream
About our
Love making
Evenings
And our endless
Whispers
In the nightfall
I have become
New and old
Excited and exhausted
At my life with you
But I can't stop
laughing
Listening
Sharing
Lusting
And Luring you
Back to me
Waiting for this
Next moment
To begin

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Bedtime Note 9:18 pm

Bedtime Note 9:18 pm

Baby,
I love when you slide down my body
Warming all my insides.
I can feel you at my fingertips
My legs shudder as they take comfort in your touch. Squeeze me tight, never letting go until the sun whispers good morning across your face. I shall dream our future as we slumber in the misty cold air of winter. Sleep my love, while I fall in love with you again before the dawn.
I rest in your arms and heart peacefully.
I love till morning then again when I awake.

I love you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Untitled 8:44pm

Untitled 8:44 pm

I'm in love with you
I need you with me
Tell me you love me
Let me see you dance
As we waltz across the floor
Get raw and naked to the core
Skin to skin
Soul to soul
I'm in love with you
Everyday of my life
Your love is my journey
I walk barefoot
To you
Crawling if I had to
I just need you in my world
The breathe you in me
Holding you inside
In love
I am with you

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Incomplete


 Incomplete

Crippled emotions
With numb feelings
Of Emptiness
My love is gone
My heart circles the clouds
Screaming your name
To come back to me
Tears flowing from my soul
Flooding my heart like a tsunami
Drowning in sorrow
As I swim across the ocean
To recovery what's left of me
Alone I drip in pain
I stand whole with myself
Yet
Without you
I fall
Incomplete

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Monday, October 6, 2014

Love Remix

Love Remix

I lay beside you
In a dreamlike state
Between Pluto and the moon
I can only think of you.
Stars shining bright
Just before daybreak
I'm so caught up on you
Feeling your groove
My heart beats and moves
Touch me with those
Silky smooth lips
I'm hypnotize so it seem
Lost in the magic of
Who you are
I'm your number one fan
You're my super star
Let your love serenade me
As I lock myself to your soul
Chained to your emotional
Foreplay
I say
Between the Pluto and the moon
I can't think of anything but you
Is what I do
I love for you excites
Sparks and ignite
My world
As I write about
Us love remix.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Full Course Meal

Full Course Meal

Licking you sublime emotions
Sucking on the corner of your seasoned love.
Savoring every morsel of your sweet voice
Chewing your words
Swallowing with delight
I'm satisfied with the meal I have been given.
My plate is full
Yet
I can't stop eating of you.
I'm enjoying the seven courses of you.
I shall starve no more.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Victimized

Victimized

You used to give
And now you take
Is this your love
For goodness sake
Once a super hero
Beautiful and strong
Now you claiming weak
Tell me what went wrong
You were so sweet
Covered in wisdom
Now all I hear is
I'm a propetual  victim
Where did you go
What have you done
You bring the rain
I give you the sun
Drop your baggage
Forget the past
Stay present in the now
Or this love affair won't last
I can't make up for what has
Been done
Put down your weapons
Unload your gun
No more fighting
Waving my flag
My heart you've won
Lay in my arms
Let me bring you peace
Help you heal your pain
My love is waiting
Just take the rein

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Night Thoughts 10:50 pm

Night Thoughts
10:50pm

I want to lay in your arms
Cuddle up close where it's nice and warm
Lay back and relax
Watch you rub across back
Shut my eyes
Caress your heck
And between your thighs
Soft and silky
You make me high
Nibble on your breast
You can imagine the rest
Thought I would write you this note before I lay down for the night.
Sweet dreams
Good night

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Untitled 11:52 am

Untitled 11:52 am

You're my continuous distraction
Wonderful flow of thought infractions
Feeling playfully grounded
Complete in action
No substitutes or subtractions
Just you and me
My favorite attraction
You're my continuous distraction

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Been Waiting All Day

Been Waiting All Day

I've been waiting all day
Fingers touching gently
Across your keys
Shiny and ivory
Skin glowing in the moonlight
Silky smooth
My hands tingle as I caress you
Been waiting for the day to end
So I can begin
Smell the aroma down your back
While I move and fondle my way
Over your contour
Been waiting all day
Nuzzle close and squeeze you
Kiss and tease you
Love and adore you
Been waiting all day

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Untitled 12:21 am

Untitled 12:21 am

There is hope
It's around the corner
Prepare yourself
Get dressed
Get sexy
Get real
Be your best
It's love appeal
Crab it
Catch it
Hold it
Caress it
Watch the colors
Love is near
For you and I
And the others
Be brave
Be honest
Be loyal
Persevere
Love is back
It's standing
Right here
Take my hand
Let's take a ride
We can't lose
We have  love on
Our side

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Untitled 7:14 pm

Untitled 7:14 pm

I'm in love with you
I need you with me
Tell me you love me
Let me see you dance
Embrace this romance
As we waltz
Across the floor
Get raw and naked
To the core
I'm in love
You're the air
The wind
The moon and sun
You're my day
The midnight
My storm
As I take flight
I'm in love

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker

Untitled 8:37 pm

Silent I am
In love
Quiet I am
In my passion
Peace I am
In my experience
Light I am
In my walk
Closed I am
In my thoughts
Reserved I am
In my needs
Limited I am
In my wants
Prudent I am
In my desires
Blameless I am
In my insecurities
Shameless I am
In my choices
But with you
I give it all
Giving you
My everything
Saying
I love you
I want you
I take you
For this lifetime
Let not my actions
In not knowing how
To love you perfectly
Confuse you
I would give anything
To have you
My love I hold
In my heart
Is true
Only for you

Have It All

Have it All

If they take the sun and and the stars.
I could find them in your eyes.

If they took the roads and the highways
I would still find my way back to you

If they stole my sight and turn the day into night
I have memorized the light you have brought to my dreams.

If they chain my heart, they would have only the shell.
For my home is with you.

I breathe you in my veins
You're my oxygen that keeps me going.
They can have it all.
I just need you.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker