Call Me Foolish

Call me foolish
For giving you
All of me
Instantly
Yet reluctantly
Easily
Call me foolish
Staring hazingly through your
Brown eyes
Teasing me
Fueling the desires
Of my naive mind
Call me foolish
Seducing my body
With your magical touch
Call me foolish
While I
Reach and grab
You near to me
Trying to breathe
Into your mysterous soul
Call me foolish
For ever believing I
Had a chance at this
Wonderous fantasy
Playing out reality
As I crash and burn
Knowing I don't have
You for my own
Call me foolish
Remembering the aroma
Of our Lingering full moon
Love making
Depleting all my doubts
And fears of ever being
Abandon again
Once morning
Arrived
Call me foolish
Permissing you to
Wipe my tears
Knowing you are 
The cause
Of these moment missed 
By your trails
Of inattentive
Selfish emotional
Arrogance
But I love you
I want you
I need you
Still standing
At the curb
Foolishly
Waiting for
Your return
Call me foolish
No more

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker