Good morning world

Woke up with a lot on my mind.
Not really sure how to put it all down on paper. I have decided I would start doing videos for moments like these when I so much to say out loud but can't type fast enough to keep up with my thoughts. Seems the more I continue with this blogging stuff the more I feel I need to be raw and real with who I am. It's like it's oozing out of my pores. I feel like I get a little closer to knowing me. I'm not sure if that makes any sense. But I'm giving you(the world)the real me Finally. Somehow I decide I wouldn't care about you(the world) judging me for the first time in my 52 years of living on this earth. It's a big risking step trying to be complete in my own oneness. This all seems corny and rather Pollyanna as I write it all down but whatever. I keep stepping outside of me looking at me saying come on Debbie really?
All this just because you fell in love with someone? You've been in love before. What makes her different from the others?  Somedays it's too funny the thoughts and feelings that come to my head.
Anyway it's coffee time and my 10 day green smoothie book just got here in the mail yesterday, I might want to try and read it before I embark on this new cleansing thing I'm trying to do. I know I'm doing way to much these days.
See ya soon.
Deborah