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May 17,2015
11:44 pm

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I can't pretend
You're not still the one
I adore
The one I breathe
The one I need
The one I think about
These days
My heart feels you
Beats with the sounds
Of the love story that ended
To soon
As I take notes
Written in tears
Inked in lamented sorrow
Like rain without its cloud
I feel misplaced
Foolish
Somewhat tortured
With stained memories
Dwelling and Lingering
In my emotions
While my Broken ego
Plays nightmare dreams
To my daytime reality
So I will stop pretending
I don't love you anymore
My tears scream
I miss hearing your voice
Those magic butterflies still
Find their way in my stomach
As I think about you walking into the room
How
The sweet smell of your skin
In the wind of the morning dew
After the delicious love
We just made
Use to captivate and hypnotize me
Now I pray for amnesia
For my mind to stop
The terminal disease
The Infection and virus
That continuously invades my emotions
For the one who no longer stands
Next to me
Yet
I pretend

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker