Lost in You

I was Lost In You

I was lost in you
Your sweet lies that fed my fantasy of finding my soul mate
I adored the smell of your scent
Your carmel skin is what I desired
I close my eyes
and I could feel you touching me
Me touching you
The dreams of walking hand in hand in the parks
but your sweet lies captured my innocents
Of not knowing you had no intentions
For fulfilling the lies you so easy spit across your lips.
I was game pond it your game of chess to dominate
Humiliate and glorify your own ego.
But I adored you
Your unknowing lies made me
Believe
Hope
Laugh
Wonder
Love
Dream
of the you and I
That in reality could Never be.
I believed in you because you ask me to
Not knowing you truth was a sweet lie.
I was lost in  you
I adored you
I believed in you
And your unknown lies.
Not anymore
No longer chained by your deception
of holding me captive under false pretenses.
I am free from my own fantasies of you
Alone with my thoughts of no more
Dreams
Hope
Laughter
Love
Wonder
of you
Or your lies
Your Sweet Little Lies
I was lost in you.

Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker