May 31, 2015
8:19 pm
Love Letter
Expression of Love
Today I felt myself suffocating Without you
Every word you spoke
Seem to breathe life
Into my soul
Inhaling
I hold my breath
Waiting for you
Reaching for our
Next moment
Your laugh
The smile in your voice
I can't get enough
Insisting on more
My heart beats the rhythm
Of your desire
I find myself needing you
I'm stand overwhelming in love
I miss you as I write the letter
But
I will bring you in all the words
I write
You're the script is my life
You're the Paint in my color
The ink in my pen
I feel you in my every thought
Hold me in your heart
As I drip tears of joy
In our future
Love
Your Destiny
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Saturday, May 30, 2015
It Felt Like
May 28, 2015
7:25 am
It felt like
It felt like something touched me.
It felt like something I never knew
It felt like my world was changing
And to my surprise
That touch was you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
7:25 am
It felt like
It felt like something touched me.
It felt like something I never knew
It felt like my world was changing
And to my surprise
That touch was you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Morning Coffee
May 29, 2015
Lunch Break 1:52pm
Morning Coffee
As I sit and listen to the birds whisper melodies of majestic love songs in the air
I remember your sweet first kiss playing against my thoughts.
This Rhapsody of love roaring like thunder in my veins keeps bringing me back to you
Shaking my emotional nakedness wide open with pure entangled visions screaming aloud in my quiet mind.
I crawl to this awakening feeling compelled to say yes about my soul beating harmoniously as it plays out shakespeare's beautiful lullabies
How I yearn for the ocean to cover my body with the never ending waves of you touching me while I peek through the window waiting for the morning mist to enter my heart and sprinkle drops of you across my mind.
Let me sip the warmness of you in my coffee
As its quenches the thirst for you on my lips.
Good morning baby
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Lunch Break 1:52pm
Morning Coffee
As I sit and listen to the birds whisper melodies of majestic love songs in the air
I remember your sweet first kiss playing against my thoughts.
This Rhapsody of love roaring like thunder in my veins keeps bringing me back to you
Shaking my emotional nakedness wide open with pure entangled visions screaming aloud in my quiet mind.
I crawl to this awakening feeling compelled to say yes about my soul beating harmoniously as it plays out shakespeare's beautiful lullabies
How I yearn for the ocean to cover my body with the never ending waves of you touching me while I peek through the window waiting for the morning mist to enter my heart and sprinkle drops of you across my mind.
Let me sip the warmness of you in my coffee
As its quenches the thirst for you on my lips.
Good morning baby
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Tuesday, May 26, 2015
The love Experience
May 26, 2015
2:17 am
The Love Experience
Don't be afraid to feel
What love has to offer
Feel it
Breathe it
Use it as it uses you
Love leaves a bittersweet taste
Cloudy days when it's seems like the rain will never end
Then
The rainbow appears
Echoing the sun is on its way
Love is a road paved in hills and valleys. Long and sometimes begrudgingly hard.
Exhausted in the end
Yet
Love teaches and reaches no place
But every place
In ceases and seams
Sometimes love is so mean
To the haves and have nots
Love forgiven
Love's forgotten
Love is blissful
Love is rotten
To the masses
Love is blind
Let love rule
To The Top
Love can heal
Get your glasses
Love's a drink
Quench your thirst
Love makes you think
Sometimes hurt
Say hello and good bye
Make you weak
Make you cry
Love's a student
That teaches
As love reaches
To fill you with laughter
Love linger in the heart
Even if there no happy ever
After
Love is
An Experience
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
2:17 am
The Love Experience
Don't be afraid to feel
What love has to offer
Feel it
Breathe it
Use it as it uses you
Love leaves a bittersweet taste
Cloudy days when it's seems like the rain will never end
Then
The rainbow appears
Echoing the sun is on its way
Love is a road paved in hills and valleys. Long and sometimes begrudgingly hard.
Exhausted in the end
Yet
Love teaches and reaches no place
But every place
In ceases and seams
Sometimes love is so mean
To the haves and have nots
Love forgiven
Love's forgotten
Love is blissful
Love is rotten
To the masses
Love is blind
Let love rule
To The Top
Love can heal
Get your glasses
Love's a drink
Quench your thirst
Love makes you think
Sometimes hurt
Say hello and good bye
Make you weak
Make you cry
Love's a student
That teaches
As love reaches
To fill you with laughter
Love linger in the heart
Even if there no happy ever
After
Love is
An Experience
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
The Vision
May 26, 2015
12:01 pm
The Vision
I climb the stairs to the misty blue skies
Willingly dredging the still mountains
Searching for the lava flamed fever
In my lonely heart
There you stand
Just beyond the rain forest
Can you see me?
My tears dip from thy eyes
Giving Waves of emotional baggage flowing downstream
While my soul holds pure to the
Reality of not having you near
Heard the nestled beat of my heart
Sending you cupid's arrow to
Fan the destruction from your pathway to paradise
I have been struck dizzy with the
Notion of you being the crutch I
Need to stable this overwhelming truth I need you to breathe
as I gasp through the next moment
Without you here
Can you hear me?
Whispering our mating song
Whistling in the leaves
As my fingertips play my
Imaginary harp as I stretch
In the near distance to hold
Your hand
Come to me
I wait for the summer days in winter
The rainbow before the rain
As I stare at this vision
I see you in my dreams
Yet you're not here
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
12:01 pm
The Vision
I climb the stairs to the misty blue skies
Willingly dredging the still mountains
Searching for the lava flamed fever
In my lonely heart
There you stand
Just beyond the rain forest
Can you see me?
My tears dip from thy eyes
Giving Waves of emotional baggage flowing downstream
While my soul holds pure to the
Reality of not having you near
Heard the nestled beat of my heart
Sending you cupid's arrow to
Fan the destruction from your pathway to paradise
I have been struck dizzy with the
Notion of you being the crutch I
Need to stable this overwhelming truth I need you to breathe
as I gasp through the next moment
Without you here
Can you hear me?
Whispering our mating song
Whistling in the leaves
As my fingertips play my
Imaginary harp as I stretch
In the near distance to hold
Your hand
Come to me
I wait for the summer days in winter
The rainbow before the rain
As I stare at this vision
I see you in my dreams
Yet you're not here
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Waves of despair
May 25, 2015
11:31 pm
Waves of Despair
To this whirlwind mystery
I reach for the sun
Beaming amidst the sunset dream
Clouding my lungs
As I breathe drops of
Leftover from pain
Residue ashes to diminished hopes
Scattered bones to from body blow
To my emotional figure
I tiredly tread the water
Gasping for acceptance
Choking from spewed words
Torn between sudden screams
And hidden expectations
While I hold back my tears
To my confused silence
Tidal waves of despair
Wash me back
To the drowning sea
Drifting away
I drown
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Monday, May 25, 2015
Mental Note
May 25, 2015
8:18pm
Mental Note
The clouds have gone
The sun is near
The breeze of life
In the soul of my stare
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
8:18pm
The clouds have gone
The sun is near
The breeze of life
In the soul of my stare
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Friday, May 22, 2015
Eyes Wide Open
May 20, 2015
5:29 am
Eyes Wide Open
Sleep seems elusive
while the moon screams
hello to my thoughts
As I wrestle for comfort
You created a song to my heart
Warming me with your laughter
Of yesterday's I love you
Cuddle my emotional unrest
With kisses of today's assurances
Let the twinkle in the stars reflect
The years I promise to dedicate
To giving light to this love
Quiet is the night as my heart
Sings early morning whispers
As pretty birds fly
The sky cannot deny your
Beautiful face as it shines
With the sunrise
Sleep escapes my lullaby
Sweeping tears down my
Clouded eyes
With Endless thoughts bleeding
From my mine
Eyes wide open
with memories of you
Staring me in the mirror
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
5:29 am
Eyes Wide Open
Sleep seems elusive
while the moon screams
hello to my thoughts
As I wrestle for comfort
You created a song to my heart
Warming me with your laughter
Of yesterday's I love you
Cuddle my emotional unrest
With kisses of today's assurances
Let the twinkle in the stars reflect
The years I promise to dedicate
To giving light to this love
Quiet is the night as my heart
Sings early morning whispers
As pretty birds fly
The sky cannot deny your
Beautiful face as it shines
With the sunrise
Sleep escapes my lullaby
Sweeping tears down my
Clouded eyes
With Endless thoughts bleeding
From my mine
Eyes wide open
with memories of you
Staring me in the mirror
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Shiatsu Master Mind
May 19, 2015
Shiatsu Master Mind
Let me massage your mind
With your favorite love song
Dancing on the shadow of your
Saddled heart
Let me hold your passion of yesterday
And mold it like the planet Pluto
Feel me in your arm
I will never fade
Let me whisper in your ear
Make you fantasize that I'm your dream
Feel the rush
Until you're close enough to reality
To taste it
Let me make you scream from escaping
Thoughts hiding the climates you need
To exhale the breeze blowing time
As I rewind this love mixture
Let me be the first time
Your only visible decision
As I create this unimaginable touch
Fingerprints inking your every desire
Let me massage your mind
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Shiatsu Master Mind
Let me massage your mind
With your favorite love song
Dancing on the shadow of your
Saddled heart
Let me hold your passion of yesterday
And mold it like the planet Pluto
Feel me in your arm
I will never fade
Let me whisper in your ear
Make you fantasize that I'm your dream
Feel the rush
Until you're close enough to reality
To taste it
Let me make you scream from escaping
Thoughts hiding the climates you need
To exhale the breeze blowing time
As I rewind this love mixture
Let me be the first time
Your only visible decision
As I create this unimaginable touch
Fingerprints inking your every desire
Let me massage your mind
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Love letter
May 19, 2015
Love Letter
Dear lover,
You are like a breath of fresh air as the scented wind
Covers your body with the sweet favor of lilac.
I can't wait to feel the coolness of your lips caressing my neck
While I dream to summer picnics with you
You bring this endless mode of smiles tattooed across my heart
I can't hold my happiness inside without explanation leaking from my soul.
Yes, It is you I love
As I give you me. I come to you saying
I give you my best and my all
I give you my friendship and my heart
I give you my loyalty and promise of respecting us
Our life and our love
Please take my hand as I write the book of love
I love you
Forever yours
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Love Letter
Dear lover,
You are like a breath of fresh air as the scented wind
Covers your body with the sweet favor of lilac.
I can't wait to feel the coolness of your lips caressing my neck
While I dream to summer picnics with you
You bring this endless mode of smiles tattooed across my heart
I can't hold my happiness inside without explanation leaking from my soul.
Yes, It is you I love
As I give you me. I come to you saying
I give you my best and my all
I give you my friendship and my heart
I give you my loyalty and promise of respecting us
Our life and our love
Please take my hand as I write the book of love
I love you
Forever yours
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Tongue Tied
May 19, 2015
Tongue Tied
Isn't it ironic How
I playfully partake
The vision to stained white
Silk sheets skies
Shadowed with
Your silhouette
As I becomes
Dizzy and faint
To the thoughts
Loving you
Endlessly
Through established
Dreams
I life seams
Meaningless and hopeless
Before the days of
Creative memories
I just made with you
Hold me to your heart
While I insult my fears
Of being one with you
I survive only
With breathing you
In my soul
As I past by the purple lilies
Blossoming in the garden
I wait for you pollen
To invade my space
As I open my eyes
To love
I become tongue tied
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Tongue Tied
Isn't it ironic How
I playfully partake
The vision to stained white
Silk sheets skies
Shadowed with
Your silhouette
As I becomes
Dizzy and faint
To the thoughts
Loving you
Endlessly
Through established
Dreams
I life seams
Meaningless and hopeless
Before the days of
Creative memories
I just made with you
Hold me to your heart
While I insult my fears
Of being one with you
I survive only
With breathing you
In my soul
As I past by the purple lilies
Blossoming in the garden
I wait for you pollen
To invade my space
As I open my eyes
To love
I become tongue tied
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Untitled
May 17,2015
11:44 pm
Untitled
I can't pretend
You're not still the one
I adore
The one I breathe
The one I need
The one I think about
These days
My heart feels you
Beats with the sounds
Of the love story that ended
To soon
As I take notes
Written in tears
Inked in lamented sorrow
Like rain without its cloud
I feel misplaced
Foolish
Somewhat tortured
With stained memories
Dwelling and Lingering
In my emotions
While my Broken ego
Plays nightmare dreams
To my daytime reality
So I will stop pretending
I don't love you anymore
My tears scream
I miss hearing your voice
Those magic butterflies still
Find their way in my stomach
As I think about you walking into the room
How
The sweet smell of your skin
In the wind of the morning dew
After the delicious love
We just made
Use to captivate and hypnotize me
Now I pray for amnesia
For my mind to stop
The terminal disease
The Infection and virus
That continuously invades my emotions
For the one who no longer stands
Next to me
Yet
I pretend
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
11:44 pm
Untitled
I can't pretend
You're not still the one
I adore
The one I breathe
The one I need
The one I think about
These days
My heart feels you
Beats with the sounds
Of the love story that ended
To soon
As I take notes
Written in tears
Inked in lamented sorrow
Like rain without its cloud
I feel misplaced
Foolish
Somewhat tortured
With stained memories
Dwelling and Lingering
In my emotions
While my Broken ego
Plays nightmare dreams
To my daytime reality
So I will stop pretending
I don't love you anymore
My tears scream
I miss hearing your voice
Those magic butterflies still
Find their way in my stomach
As I think about you walking into the room
How
The sweet smell of your skin
In the wind of the morning dew
After the delicious love
We just made
Use to captivate and hypnotize me
Now I pray for amnesia
For my mind to stop
The terminal disease
The Infection and virus
That continuously invades my emotions
For the one who no longer stands
Next to me
Yet
I pretend
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Friday, May 15, 2015
As
May 13, 2015
11:31 am
As
As the sky
Touches the wind
I begin to love
My thoughts of being
With you
As the birds
Fly south
The favor of you
Wakes my mouth
Before the moon
Turn the light in
The stars out
As the waves
Rush the shore
I desire you more
To the soul of my naked core
As the sun begins to set
With the glimmer of shade
I look back in remembrance
To the first love we made
As your whispers reach
My ears
I glance at our future
This day beyond
All the tears
As the clouds become
Entangled above
Through our storm
And rain there is love
As this story one day
Will end
They will recite our love
The way it began
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
11:31 am
As
As the sky
Touches the wind
I begin to love
My thoughts of being
With you
As the birds
Fly south
The favor of you
Wakes my mouth
Before the moon
Turn the light in
The stars out
As the waves
Rush the shore
I desire you more
To the soul of my naked core
As the sun begins to set
With the glimmer of shade
I look back in remembrance
To the first love we made
As your whispers reach
My ears
I glance at our future
This day beyond
All the tears
As the clouds become
Entangled above
Through our storm
And rain there is love
As this story one day
Will end
They will recite our love
The way it began
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
The Impression
May 15, 2015
7:46 am
The Impression
I don't want to give you the wrong impression but you're on my mind.
I think of you constantly.
Some days I daydream about you endlessly.
I sleep with you every night by the clouded half moon.
I don't want to give the wrong impression yet your burns in the memory of my heart
My arms stretch with burning desire to hold you for the first time.
Your connection to my yearning soul sends enchanted entangled emotions escalating across the cool summer breeze.
Come soothe my mind with time spent with you
I don't want to give you the wrong impression
Yet
You're the best
My comfort in my rest
My thoughts
My hunger
I just want to be your something to do
Your flower in the garden
The light for your shadow
The step in your dance
But
I don't want to give you the wrong impression
I just want a little time with you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
7:46 am
The Impression
I don't want to give you the wrong impression but you're on my mind.
I think of you constantly.
Some days I daydream about you endlessly.
I sleep with you every night by the clouded half moon.
I don't want to give the wrong impression yet your burns in the memory of my heart
My arms stretch with burning desire to hold you for the first time.
Your connection to my yearning soul sends enchanted entangled emotions escalating across the cool summer breeze.
Come soothe my mind with time spent with you
I don't want to give you the wrong impression
Yet
You're the best
My comfort in my rest
My thoughts
My hunger
I just want to be your something to do
Your flower in the garden
The light for your shadow
The step in your dance
But
I don't want to give you the wrong impression
I just want a little time with you
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Tuesday, May 12, 2015
I Remember
May 13, 2015
12:05 am
I remember those days
Of tender kisses
The smell of your skin
Leaving me hypnotized
As I glazed at you
I remember your acceptance
For me
I was amazed
Someone like you
Loving me
I remember
The secrets I spoke
The ones I promised
To hold till the end
Slowly begin to
Leave my lips
As I took a sip
Of your rare love
You changed emptiness
To emotional security
With the sunshine of
Your passionate purity
I remember it
Like yesterday
Even now today
The residue lingers
Stained in my soul
I remembered
I laughed
And I cried
I gave you the best
I had
Dawn to dust
You had my trust
My love
Even my lust
I remember
Giving you my heart
As I stared at the wind
Blowing across the ocean
Swaying to your
reciprocated motions
I adored you
Wanted you
I Needed you to breathe
You were my vaccine
My illness
My love disease
I remember
Now
Like I remember
Yesterday
The flowers
Making love
And blue sky
I remember
The dreams
The fantasy
The plans we made
Saying our love would
Never die
I craved you
Yearned for you
Till the day you said
Good bye
I remember
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
Black Nightmare
May 8, 2015
Black Nightmares
Can't sleep
Can't write
Can't weep
Head is screaming
In an emotional debate
It's past late
Life trouble on my plate
Hold me
In your arms
I surrender
To you
Till early dawn
Can't sleep
Can't eat
Here I stand
My feet
Stuck in the sand
Crumbling
Torn
In a land
Of broken dreams
Blood flooding
Down stream
Of battered
Bodies
Shamelessly
Taken
Shaken
Strangled
Broken
Bruised
As I catch
My last breath
To breathe
This nightmare
Holding me
Hostage
I fight back
Return to
My life
I shout
I'm proud
I'm human
Not just black
In fact
I'm the mother
I'm the negro
I'm the dad
I'm the siblings
I'm the thug
You hated
And didn't know
My words are quiet
My whispers are numb
My heart is aching
From the blood of one
My eyes are weeping
My soul in despair
Demoralizing and broken
There's death the air
My world is changing
My happiness is gone
Shots in the night
You killed my son
You killed my dad
You raped my mother
Poverty to murder
Where's my sister ?
Had you seen her?
Today I'm sad
Tomorrow I'm free
Shots rang out
Nightmares raging
Blood on my clothes
Cops just shot me
What can I do?
Die in silence
Pray my last prayer
At the hands of
Thug Hater
Deborah R. Shaw
The Silent Stalker
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